Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 3, September 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 3, September 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
The ten minutes that elapsed before I reached the door of the Hall
seemed to be protracted to an age, and were spent in an agony of mind no
pen can describe. Oh! to be thus deceived—to part from Annette as we
had parted—to think of her by day and dream of her by night—to look
forward to our meeting with a thrill of hope, and strive to win renown
that I might shed a lustre around my bride—and then, after all my
toils, and hopes, and struggles, to come back and find her wedded—God
of heaven! it was too much. But, notwithstanding my agony, my pride
revolted at the display of any outward emotion. I would not for worlds
that Annette should know the torture her faithlessness had inflicted on
my bosom. No! I would smooth my brow, subdue my tongue, and control my
every look. I would jest, smile, and be the gayest of the gay. I would
wish Annette and her husband a long and happy life, and no one should
suspect that, under my assumed composure, I wore a heart rankling with a
wound that no time nor circumstance could cure. I resolved to see
Annette, to play my part to the end, and then, returning to my post, to
find an honorable death on the first deck we should surmount. My
reflections, however, were cut short by the stoppage of the vehicle
before the door of the mansion. A servant hastened to undo the coach
steps, and, nerving myself for the interview that was at hand, I stepped
out. The man’s face was strange to me, and I saw that it displayed some
embarrassment.
“Will you announce me to Mr. St. Clair,” I said, “as Lieutenant
Cavendish?”
“Mr. St. Clair, I regret to say,” replied the man politely, “is not at
the Hall. The carriages have just driven off, and if they had not taken
the back road through the park, would have met you in the avenue. Mr.
St. Clair accompanies the bride and groom on a two weeks’ tour.”
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