Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 3, September 1842Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 3, September 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“How long I may have remained there senseless I don’t know. The doctors
have since told me it must have been a sort of fit—more like an
apoplexy than a swoon, for the attack finally passed off in sleep—Yes I
slept, I know _that_, for I dreamed—dreamed a heap o’ things afore I
awoke—there is but one dream, however, that I have ever been able to
recall distinctly, and that must have come on shortly before I recovered
my consciousness. My resting place through the night had been, as I have
told you, at the far end of the boiler. Well, I now dreamed that the
manhole was still open—and, what seems curious, rather than laughable,
if you take it in connection with other things, I fancied that my legs
had been so stretched in the long walk I had taken the evening before,
that they now reached the whole length of the boiler and extended
through the opening.
“At first, (in my dreaming reflections) it was a comfortable thought
that no one could now shut up the manhole without awakening me. But soon
it seemed as if my feet, which were on the outside, were becoming
drenched in the storm which had originally driven me to seek this
shelter. I felt the chilling rain upon my extremities. They grew colder
and colder, and their numbness gradually extended upward to other parts
of my body. It seemed, however, that it was only the under side of my
person that was thus strangely visited. I laid upon my back, and it must
have been a species of nightmare that afflicted me, for I knew at last
that I was dreaming, yet felt it impossible to rouse myself. A violent
fit of coughing restored, at last, my powers of volition. The water,
which had been slowly rising around me, had rushed into my mouth; I
awoke to hear the rapid strokes of the pump which was driving it into
the boiler!
“My whole condition—no—not all of it—not yet—my _present_ condition
flashed with new horror upon me. But I did not again swoon. The choking
sensation which had made me faint, when I first discovered how I was
entombed, gave way to a livelier, though less overpowering, emotion. I
shrieked even as I started from my slumber. The previous discovery of
the closed aperture, with the instant oblivion that followed, seemed
only a part of my dream, and I threw my arms about and looked eagerly
for the opening by which I had entered the horrid place—yes, looked for
it, and felt for it, though it was the terrible conviction that it was
closed—a second time brought home to me—which prompted my frenzied
cry. Every sense seemed to have tenfold acuteness, yet not one to act in
unison with another. I shrieked again and
again—imploringly—desperately—savagely. I filled the hollow chamber
with my cries till its iron walls seemed to tingle around me. The dull
strokes of the accursed pump seemed only to mock at while they deadened
my screams.
“At last I gave myself up. It is the struggle against our fate which
frenzies the mind. We cease to fear when we cease to hope. I gave myself
up and then I grew calm!
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