Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 3, September 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 3, September 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“I was resigned to die—resigned even to my mode of death. It was not, I
thought, so very new after all as to awaken unwonted horror in a man.
Thousands have been sunk to the bottom of the ocean shut up in the holds
of vessels—beating themselves against the battened hatches—dragged
down from the upper world shrieking, not for life but for death only
beneath the eye and amid the breath of heaven. Thousands have endured
that appalling kind of suffocation. I would die only as many a better
man had died before me. I _could_ meet such a death. I said so—I
thought so—I felt so—felt so, I mean, for a minute—or more; ten
minutes it may have been—or but an instant of time. I know not—nor
does it matter if I could compute it. There _was_ a time then when I was
resigned to my fate. But, good God! was I resigned to it in the shape in
which next it came to appal? Stranger, I felt that water growing hot
about my limbs, though it was yet mid-leg deep. I felt it, and, in the
same moment, heard the roar of the furnace that was to turn it into
steam before it could get deep enough to drown one!
“You shudder—It _was_ hideous. But did I shrink and shrivel, and
crumble down upon that iron floor, and lose my senses in that horrid
agony of fear?—No!—though my brain swam and the life-blood that
curdled at my heart seemed about to stagnate there forever, still _I
knew!_ I was too hoarse—too hopeless, from my previous efforts, to cry
out more. But I struck—feebly at first, and then strongly—frantically
with my clenched fist against the sides of the boiler. There were people
moving near who _must_ hear my blows! Could not I hear the grating of
chains, the shuffling of feet, the very rustle of a rope, hear them all,
within a few inches of me? I did—but the gurgling water that was
growing hotter and hotter around my extremities, made more noise within
the steaming caldron than did my frenzied blows against its sides.
“Latterly I had hardly changed my position, but now the growing heat of
the water made me plash to and fro; lifting myself wholly out of it was
impossible, but I could not remain quiet. I stumbled upon something—it
was a mallet!—a chance tool the smith had led there by accident. With
what wild joy did I seize it—with what eager confidence did I now deal
my first blows with it against the walls of my prison! But scarce had I
intermitted them for a moment when I heard the clang of the iron door as
the fireman flung it wide to feed the flames that were to torture me. My
knocking was unheard, though I could hear him toss the sticks into the
furnace beneath me, and drive to the door when his infernal oven was
fully crammed.
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