Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 5, November 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 5, November 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Why need I recount the sufferings of that second night, which was only
less dreadful than the preceding one because the stars afforded us some
comparative light, sufficing only, however, to keep us on the watch for
a strange sail, without allowing us to hope for success in our watch,
unless by almost a miracle? Why should I narrate the alternation of hope
and fear on the ensuing day, which did not differ from this one, save in
the fiercer heat of noon day, and the more utter exhaustion of the men?
What boots it to recount the six long days and nights, each one like its
predecessor, only that each one grew more and more intolerable, until at
length, parched and worn out, like the Israelites of old, we cried out
at night, “Would God it were morning,” and in the morning, “Would God it
were evening.” And thus, week after week passed, until our provisions
and water were exhausted, and yet no relief arrived, but day after day
we floated helplessly on that boiling ocean, or were chilled by the icy
and unwholesome dews of night. Hunger and thirst, and heat—fever and
despair contended together for the mastery, and we were the victims.
Often before I had read of men who were thus exposed, coming at length
to such a pitch of madness and despair, that they groveled in the bottom
of the boat, and cried out for death; but never had I thought such
things could be credible. Now, how fearfully were my doubts removed! I
saw lion-hearted men weeping like infants—I beheld those whose strength
was as that of a giant, subdued and powerless—I heard men who, in other
circumstances, would have clung tenaciously to life, now sullenly
awaiting their fate, or crying out, in their agony, for death to put a
period to their sufferings. No pen, however graphic—no imagination,
however vivid, can do justice to the fearful horrors of our situation.
Every morning dawned with the same hope of a sail in sight, and every
night gathered around us with the same despairing consciousness that our
hope was in vain.
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