Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 5, November 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 5, November 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
There was one of my crew, a pale, delicate lad, whom I shall never
forget. He was the only son of a widow, and had entered the navy, though
against her will, to earn an honorable subsistence for her. Though he
had been among us but a short time, he had already distinguished himself
by his address and bravery, while his frank demeanor had made him a
universal favorite. Since the loss of the Dart he had borne up against
our privations with a heroism that had astonished me. When the rest were
sad he was cheerful; and no suffering, however great, could wring from
him a complaint. But on the twentieth day—after having tasted no food
for forty-eight hours—the mortal tenement proved too weak for his
nobler soul. He was already dreadfully emaciated, and for some days I
had been surprised at his powers of endurance. But now he could hold out
no longer, and was forced to confess that he was ill. I felt his
pulse—he was in a high fever. Delirium soon seized him, and throughout
all that day and night he was deprived of reason. His ravings would have
melted the heart of a Nero. He seemed conscious of his approaching end,
and dwelt constantly, in terms of the most heart-rending agony, on his
widowed mother—so soon to be deprived of her only solace and support.
Oh! the terrible eloquence of his words. Now he alluded in the most
touching accents to his father’s death—now he recounted the struggles
in his mother’s heart when he proposed going to sea—and now he dwelt on
her grief when she should hear of his untimely end, or watch month after
month, and year after year, in the vain hope of again pressing him to
her bosom. There were stern men there listening to his plaintive
lamentations, who had perhaps never shed a tear before, but the
fountains of whose souls were now loosened, and who wept as only a man
can weep. There were sufferers beside him, whose own anguish almost
racked their hearts to pieces, yet who turned aside from it to sorrow
over him. And as hour after hour passed away, and he waxed weaker and
weaker, one feeble shipmate after another volunteered to hold his aching
head, for all thought of the lone widow, far, far away, who was even now
perhaps making some little present for the boy whom she should never see
again.
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