Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 6, December 1842 — John Shaqi
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 6, December 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 6, December 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Almost every evening, for a week, our minister and Phebe Gray took their
walk around the pine grove, and always alone. Malina was confined to the
house. She had taken cold, Mrs. Gray said, and the night air was bad for
her lungs. But often, when her sister was loitering along the river’s
bank, happy in the wealth of her newly aroused affections, Malina might
be seen at her chamber window, with her cheek languidly supported by a
hand which was becoming thinner each day, and gazing earnestly after the
two beings dearest to her on earth, but whose happiness she could not
witness without emotions that were well nigh killing her. Her mother saw
nothing of this. She only knew that Malina was quieter than usual and
not very well, that her eyes were heavy and her step languid as she
moved around the house. She did not see the heart struggling against
itself, the stern principle which grew strong in the contest. She never
dreamed of that desolate and lonely sensation which haunted her
daughter’s pillow with watchfulness, and made her waking hours a season
of trial cruel as the grave. She saw that Malina was strangely affected;
true, she smiled still, but it was meekly, sadly, and it seemed as if
the music of her laugh was exhausted forever; her eyes grew misty and
sorrowful in their expression, and tears would sometimes fill them
without apparent cause. Still it was gravely asserted that Malina had
only a slight cold, a nervous attack which would go off in a day or two!
But there was something in her illness which Phebe could not comprehend;
a wish for solitude, and a strange nervous dread of any thing like
intimate conversation with herself, which prevented an acknowledgment of
her own deep causes of happiness. Her sensitive modesty made her
desirous of some encouragement to unburden her heart of its wealth of
hope even to her sister, and when she saw that Malina shunned her, that
her eyes had a wandering and estranged look whenever they turned upon
her face, she felt checked and almost repulsed in her confidence. If any
thing could have disturbed the pure happiness which reigned in her
bosom, it would have been this extraordinary mood in one who had from
childhood shared every thought and wish almost as soon as it was formed.
It had a power to disturb, though it could not entirely destroy the
tranquillity of her mind.
“I will talk with her about it to-night,” murmured Phebe, as she opened
her chamber door one evening, after a long conversation with Mr. Mosier
in the portico. “I wish, though, she would ask some question, or even
look curious to know what keeps us together so much; I little thought to
have kept a secret from Malina so long.”
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