Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXX, No. 6, June 1847Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXX, No. 6, June 1847
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
I took his thin, white hand in mine, and the slight pressure it returned
showed how weak he was. He lay still as death; but ever and anon a smile
would illumine his countenance, as if the memory of some happy hour shed
its bright influence over his latest moments. And he would murmur the
name of Adeline, in accents so tenderly bewailing, that it melted me to
tears. “My poor girl,” he said, “thy broken heart is now at rest; and I
am coming, freed from my many sorrows, to lie me down beside thee. I
have never smiled since you left me—my smiles were all buried with
thee, Ada, in the grave; but I am happy, now, for I come to join thee in
heaven! The tomb separated us, but the barrier is passed, and hope is
mine again.” As morning approached, his sentences grew fainter and less
frequent. As the dawn appeared he sunk into a quiet slumber, which
proved, as I feared, the sleep of death.
And thus died one, who, under happier circumstances, might have lived
honored, prosperous, and happy. Who, for want of some true friend to
regulate his wild enthusiasm—to save him from himself—perished like a
beggar, in a hovel, when his talents ought to have secured him an
independence. He belonged to a class of beings little understood or
appreciated by the world. The bright imaginings of the poet’s mind can
be understood by the million, for he writes in a language that is common
to all. But the musician pours forth his thoughts through a medium so
refined, so exquisitely delicate, that it requires a fancy as chastely
imaginative, a mind as richly stored with bright thoughts, a soul as
open to the liveliest and warmest emotions, and stored with feelings of
depth and intensity, with emotions which have a mixed derivation—the
effect of a devoted love and reverence of mistress, parents, sisters,
friends, of nature, and of God—it requires all this to comprehend his
dreamings, or to enter in any degree into the emotions of his soul. The
poet has a thousand means by which he can place his works before the
world. Publications are appearing daily wherein their works would be
gladly received; the musician has but one—the music publisher. Those
who have had any dealings with them, can bear witness how generously
disinterested they are. No young composer can “get any thing out,”
unless he pays for it, and then, as it is of little consequence to the
publisher whether it sells or not, it is of course allotted the least
prominent place in the shop; and, saving the immediate friends of the
author, if he has any, none know that the work is in existence. Or, if
too poor to indulge in the luxury of publishing on his own account, he
offer to _give_ some works, for the sake of their publication, such a
one is sure to be chosen as will offer the least evidences of his
capability. So he has no resource but to watch and wait upon these
mighty men, gathering a harvest of sorrow and bitterness of heart;
living through disappointments and hopes deferred, and dying in poverty
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