Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXI, No. 2, August 1847 — John Shaqi
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXI, No. 2, August 1847Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXI, No. 2, August 1847
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Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“I know, my own idolized girl,” he wrote, at the conclusion of his
letter, “that I am submitting myself to the imputation of selfishness;
but when you reflect upon my past desolate life, and my future, you will
pardon, I am sure, this selfishness. I am an old man, Cora; I need
kindness, nursing, and love—I pine for a daughter’s care. Many years,
have elapsed since your blessed mother’s death; and I might have, with
propriety, married again, in order to guard against a lonely old age.
Regard for her memory, and for your future prospects, Cora, have
deterred me from taking this step. I have submitted willingly to the
penance of a solitary life, when I reflected it was for the mental
benefit of my daughter, comforting my weary hours by looking forward to
the period when we should be again united. Your letters, heretofore,
have been filled with affection for me, and a similar desire for this
reunion. Come to me, my Cora—come to your old solitary father, who
needs your society. Let not a stranger usurp my place in the heart of my
only, my idolized child.”
Cora shed bitter tears on reading this letter, but her heart was filled
with sad reproaches. Her memory reverted to the days of her childhood,
when her mother and father watched over her with fondness. She recalled
the agonizing moments that followed her mother’s death, when no one was
permitted to approach her father but herself. She remembered the intense
look of devotion with which he used always to regard her; and then she
thought of the solitary, unhappy years that he must have passed while
she, with the unthinking spirit of youth, had been seeking happiness for
herself, independent of the kind, old, forsaken father, who had no one
on earth to love but her. In vain were Harry’s entreaties, or Madame
Chalon’s proffers of assistance and interference. She resolved, though
with a sad, aching heart, to renounce all expectation of ever marrying
Harry, and made preparations for her departure.
“Give me some period to look forward to, Cora,” was her lover’s last
entreaty.
“I cannot, Harry,” she replied, “henceforth I belong only to my father;
I never shall marry so long as he lives.”
“And will you forget me?” exclaimed her lover, passionately.
Tears of reproach started to Cora’s eyes as he asked this angry
question, but she refrained from assurances to the contrary. “Forget me,
dear Harry,” she said, so soon as she had mastered her emotion. “It will
be better for us both; my duty lies in a different path from yours; my
heart should go hand in hand with duty.”
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