Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXI, No. 2, August 1847Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXI, No. 2, August 1847
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
The next week brought my dear Eva another tender letter. Arthur had
reached Mobile, and though much disappointed at not meeting her there,
felt obliged, he said, to smother his desire to fly to New York for her,
as so sudden a move, before he had visited his own family, would cause
“very unpleasant remarks.” Evelyn was chagrined at this, and so was I.
We had both yet to learn how little of the world’s opinion a man is
willing to sacrifice for the sake of the one he pretends to love. My
friend said little upon the subject, however; but I saw that she
anxiously awaited the coming of the following week, when she felt sure
of hearing again from her lover. The week came, but brought
disappointment—there was no letter. Three weeks more of great anxiety
were passed, and still Evelyn heard nothing from home. She was beginning
to be seriously alarmed, when one morning, at the beginning of the
fourth week, I flew to her room with a letter that the servant had just
brought from the village post-office. She grasped it eagerly—the
superscription was Arthur’s. She broke the seal, but, as if a sudden
presentiment of evil had come over her, she laid it down, and sinking
into a chair, burst into tears. “Ellen,” said she, “you must read it
first—I have not courage; I feel as if it contained bad news.” I
laughed at her, but she insisted upon my reading it first. I took it up,
opened it, and silently read as follows:—
_Mobile, May 20, 18—._
Dearest Eva,—You will be surprised upon receiving this, to find
that I am still in your city instead of being with my own family
in New Orleans. But you will, I fear, be pained to learn the
object that detains me. Oh, Eva! would to God we had never met;
or rather, would that I had died, ere I strove to win your fond,
pure heart to myself. But, Eva, I know you well; beneath a
gentleness which angels might covet, you bear a proud, firm
spirit; and I know further, that you would rather learn the
truth now, painful as it may be, than some time hence, when it
would be too late to repair the evil. I came here, my Eva, with
a heart full of love and joy at the prospect of seeing you
again. I was disappointed, most sincerely so, at not meeting
you. But another filled your place in the family circle—our
orphan cousin, Sarah. I will not say aught in her praise, for
you have seen and loved her; but—must I confess it—day after
day found me lingering at her side, listening to the music of a
voice that I have never heard equaled; and, ere long, I learned
to know how sadly I had mistaken my feelings toward you, Evelyn.
Condemn me, curse me, if you will—I love, madly love, Sarah!
Oh, Evelyn! what words to write to you my own, noble-hearted
cousin; but you may, perhaps, thank me for my candor. As yet, I
have not committed myself to Sarah—all rests with you. To you I
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