Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXI, No. 2, August 1847Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXI, No. 2, August 1847
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
owe all my duty and my hand; say but the word, dear Eva, and it
is yours forever. I do not ask you to release me from my
engagement; but, having told you all, shall most anxiously
expect your answer. My heart is breaking, dear Eva, at the
thought of the pain this may cause you; but with your own brave
spirit, cast from you the image of one who is unworthy of you;
one who has so traitorously repaid your love.
Arthur Noel.
The letter had evidently been penned in a state of great agitation. I
thought it the wildest thing I had ever read, but at the moment,
indignation mastered every other feeling. I continued silent for some
moments after I had finished reading it—for I was too much distressed
to speak. I did not know how to break the matter to my friend. I knew
she had been watching my face for some seconds, and my feelings must
have revealed themselves very strongly; for when she saw me standing so
long silent, she said, “Tell me what that letter contains, to move you
thus.” Her voice trembled as she spoke, but seeing me still silent, she
sprung toward me, and grasping my hand, exclaimed, “have mercy on me,
Ellen. Tell me what it is; I can bear all, any thing, so that Arthur is
well!”
“He is well, Evelyn,” said I; “it would be better for you, poor girl, if
he were dead.”
“Oh! say not that,” she again exclaimed, “you would have me think him
false; but that cannot be. Arthur loves me; oh, God! say that he loves
me still.”
She sunk at my feet as she said this, and burying her face in my dress,
sobbed violently.
“Evelyn,” I cried, endeavoring at the same time to raise her, “Evelyn,
you have a hard trial before you, but one which I know your woman’s
pride will enable you to bear with fortitude. I will leave you; read
that letter yourself, and when I come again in an hour, let me find that
my friend has been true to herself.” I gently disengaged my dress from
her clasp, placed the letter in her hand, kissed her cheek, and left the
room.
I retired to my own room, and there wept for my friend, as I had never
wept for myself. I trembled for the consequences that might ensue. I
knew how deeply Arthur was beloved; and I could not but fear that even
Eva’s firm spirit would not bear the blow with fortitude.
In an hour I knocked at her door, and called her by name. “Do not come
in yet,” she said, but in a voice so hoarse and hollow, that I could
scarcely believe it hers; “do not come in yet, I am not what you wish to
see me.”
Once again that morning I attempted to see her, but she still refused to
admit me; and it was not until eight o’clock in the evening that my maid
came and told me that Evelyn wished to see me.
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