Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXI, No. 3, September 1847 — John Shaqi
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXI, No. 3, September 1847Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXI, No. 3, September 1847
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Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“Yes, certainly!” she replied. “See, there is her name engraved
inside”—and so it was. “Is not that amusing, mamma?” she continued,
turning to her mother, and explaining what she seemed to think an
excellent joke. Dashwood saw the truth at once in her tones and whole
manner.
“What is that,” said Emma, crossing the room to join them, “that seems
to be amusing you all so?”
“Only, my dear,” said Ellen, laughing, “that Mr. Dashwood has mistaken
me for you. Very complimentary to me, certainly; though I don’t know
what you’ll say to such compliments.”
“This package,” said Mr. Dashwood, gravely, without raising his eyes to
Emma’s face, “is, it seems, addressed to you. Miss Pearsall broke the
seal under a mistake. But there is no mistake now, I believe,” he added,
with an emphasis that sent Emma’s blood tingling to the tips of her
fingers. He handed her the package, slightly bowed and passed on.
Emma saw him no more that evening. Startled and terrified by the facts,
which she felt even her powers of dissimulation were unequal to cover,
she was yet more alarmed by the manner in which he had received them.
Had he seemed angry, though frightened, she still would have had hope.
Had he reproached her, she might have wept and apologized. But his
manner had been cold and stern; he had merely bowed, he had not even
looked at her, and left her.
She passed an agonized night of doubt and suspense.
He suffered no less than herself, but not from doubt and suspense.
Unhappily, there was no room for that. He was a man of firm mind, and
decided character. His sense of honor was fine, almost romantic; and he
was the soul of truth and integrity. He was not angry, but worse than
that, he was shocked; and, shall we say it, disgusted. He had been
easily blinded, because he fully confided. He was too upright, too
high-minded, readily to suspect others. But his eyes once opened, and
his rapid, clear mind saw the whole at once. The falsehoods that Emma
had told him, much as they pained him, were not to him the worst part of
the affair. He remembered her innocent looks, her unconscious air, her
apparently frank and careless manner; and his soul sickened—for he
felt, in the emphatic language of the ritual, that “the truth was not in
her.”
Confidence was destroyed forever. Happiness between them was out of the
question. He wrote to her, “freeing her from an engagement with one whom
she evidently not only did not trust, but feared.”
The letter was a manly, feeling letter; short, but breathing the anguish
of a deeply wounded spirit.
Emma wept passionately over it; mourned, and mourned again, that she had
not told him the truth in the beginning. “It was so unlucky,” as she
kept repeating—for beyond that her sense of right did not go, even yet.
But Mr. Dashwood was on his way to New Orleans. He left the Percivals to
tell what story they pleased; and it was soon announced by her friends
that “Emma had dismissed him.”
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