Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXI, No. 4, October 1847Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXI, No. 4, October 1847
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
I spoke thus to remove her apprehensions; but the truth was, I could no
longer account for William’s absence. I, who was so well acquainted with
the distance, knew that I could have been twice to the town and back
since he had left. The evening dews began to moisten our clothes, and
especially the thin muslin that Eva wore. I drew her arm within mine,
and led her toward the house. Hers was a gentle disposition—all
submission, even her grief. Slowly she walked, her head bowed down, her
eyes riveted on the marks which her husband’s horse had left on the
sand. Good heavens! it was sad, returning thus at night, and still
without William. In vain did we listen, all was silent—that grand
silence of nature, which, in the country, at nightfall, nothing
disturbs. How every feeling of restlessness is increased at such a time.
The earth looked so sad; in the midst of the obscurity, it seemed to
remind us that in life, likewise, all at times becomes clouded. It was
the sight of this young woman which caused these reflections; had I been
alone, they never would have entered my mind.
We re-entered the house. Eva sat down on the couch, and remained
motionless, her hands clasped on her knees, and her head sunk on her
breast. A lamp had been placed on the mantle, and the light fell full on
her face. Never shall I forget its expression; she was pale—pale as
marble; her forehead and cheeks of the same deathly hue; the dampness of
the evening had lengthened the curls of her hair, which fell in disorder
over her shoulders. Bright drops trembled beneath her eye-lids, and the
quivering of her livid lips, but too plainly betrayed the effort to
restrain her tears. She was so young that her countenance seemed rather
that of a child forbidden to weep.
I began to feel disturbed, and did not know how to conduct myself toward
her. Suddenly I recollected (it was truly a doctor’s idea) that amid her
grief Eva had taken no nourishment since the morning; and the situation
she was in rendered it imprudent to prolong this privation of all food.
At the first mention I made of it, she raised her eyes reproachfully to
mine, and this time the motion of her eye-lids caused two hot tears to
course down her cheeks.
“For your child, madame,” I said, respectfully.
“Ah! it is true!” she murmured; and she rose and went into the
dining-room. But in the dining-room there were two plates on the little
table; this, for the moment, appeared to me so afflicting, that I stood
still without uttering a word. The uneasiness that was creeping over me
made me quite awkward. I was not even skillful enough to say things
which I did not believe. The silence continued; and, nevertheless, I
would say to myself, I am here to console her—it was for this she sent
for me. There are, doubtless, a thousand reasons that might explain this
delay; let me think of one—but I sought, and sought in vain. I then
remained silent, inwardly cursing the little wit of a poor village
doctor.
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