Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXI, No. 4, October 1847 — John Shaqi
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXI, No. 4, October 1847Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXI, No. 4, October 1847
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
There was no one but myself to attend to William’s funeral. Nothing
positive was ever known as to the cause of his death. The money that he
was to have brought from the town was not found upon him; perhaps he had
been robbed and assassinated; perhaps this money, given in notes, had
fallen from his pocket at the time when his horse might have stumbled,
and as they never thought of looking for it till some time afterward, it
was not impossible that the rain had buried it in the muddy ground and
wet grass. Some inquiries were instituted, but without result, and all
search was soon given over.
I endeavored to learn from Eva Meredith if it was not necessary to write
some letters to inform her family, or her husband’s, of what had taken
place. It was difficult to obtain an answer from her; but I succeeded at
last in finding out that I had only need to acquaint their agent with
it, and he would do all that was requisite. I hoped, then, that from
England at least some news would come to decide the future of this
unfortunate young woman. But days passed on and no one on earth appeared
to know that the widow of William Meredith was living in utter solitude
in a poor country village. Soon after this, in order to recall Eva to
the feeling of existence, I expressed a desire that she would rise. The
next morning I found her risen, and dressed in black; she was but the
ghost of the beautiful Eva Meredith. Her hair was parted over her pale
forehead; she was seated near a window, and remained motionless as when
she had been in bed.
And thus I passed long evenings near her. Each day I would accost her
with words of condolence; but her only answer was a look of thanks, and
then we sat still without speaking. I patiently waited for some
opportunity to exchange a few thoughts with her; but my awkwardness and
respect for her misfortune either could not find one, or if it occurred,
let it pass by. By degrees I became accustomed to this absence of all
conversation, to this reserve; and beside, what could I have said? It
was of consequence she should feel that she was not absolutely alone in
the world; and the support that was left her, humble though it might be,
was still a consolation. I only visited her to say by my presence—I am
here.
It was a strange episode in my life, and had a great influence on the
rest of my destiny. Had I not evinced to you so much regret at the
thought of the white house being torn down, I would quickly pass to the
conclusion of this recital; but you wished to know why this house was to
me a consecrated place. It is necessary, then, for me to tell you that
which I thought and felt beneath its humble roof. Ladies, you will
excuse some serious reflections; it does the young no harm to be made
sad at times, for they have plenty of time before them to laugh and
forget.
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