Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXI, No. 4, October 1847Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXI, No. 4, October 1847
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
A month after these silent events, Eva gave birth to a son. When, for
the first time, they brought the child to her, the widowed mother
pronounced the name “William,” and tears, ready tears, too long refused
to her grief, gushed in torrents from her eyes. The infant bore the
beloved name of William, and its little cradle was placed close by the
bed of its mother. Then Eva’s gaze, which had been directed to heaven,
returned once more to earth. She now looked on her son as she had on
heaven. She would bend over him to trace the likeness to his father, for
God had permitted a perfect resemblance between William and the son he
was never destined to see. A great change took place. Eva, who had
consented to live till her babe was born, I could see wished still to
live, since she felt how much it needed the protection of her love. She
passed whole days and nights by its cradle, and when I came to see her,
O! then she spoke to me, questioned me as to the duties requisite for
her son; when he suffered told me of it, and asked me what ought to be
done to spare him the smallest pain. She feared for the babe the heat of
a ray of the sun or the cold of the least breeze. She would hug him to
her bosom and warm him with her caresses; once I even thought I
perceived a smile on her lips, but she never would sing to him while
rocking the cradle—she called the nurse and told her to sing his
lullaby, during which time her tears would flow over her darling
William. Poor babe! he was beautiful, mild, tractable, but, as though
his mother’s grief had even before his birth had an effect on him, he
rarely cried and never smiled. He was calm, and calmness at that age
makes us think of suffering. It seemed to me that the tears shed over
his cradle had chilled his little soul. I wished that his caressing arms
should already be thrown round his mother’s neck; I could have wished
him to return the kisses lavished on him. But what am I dreaming?
thought I, can one expect that this little creature, scarcely a year
old, should have an idea that it was born to love and console this
woman?
It was, I assure you, ladies, a touching sight to look upon, this young
mother, pale, exhausted, having renounced all the future for herself,
returning as it were to life for a little infant which could not even
say “thanks, mother.” What a mystery is the human heart! that of so
little it can make so much! Give it but a grain of sand, it will raise a
mountain; or in its last throb show it an atom to love, and it again
commences to beat; it does not cease its pulsations forever till nothing
is left around it but space, and even the shadow of what was dear to it
has fled from earth!
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