Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXI, No. 6, December 1847Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXI, No. 6, December 1847
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
How far he succeeded in diving into her secret, has not been confided to
the chronicle. It is very certain, however, that he succeeded in making
Marguerite very unhappy. She now entertained no doubt, after her
husband’s recital, of the treachery of her sister, and the infidelity of
her lover; and though she herself had permitted him no privilege,
inconsistent with the claims of her lord, she was yet indignant that he
should have proved unfaithful to a heart which he so well knew to be
thoroughly his own. The pure soul itself entirely devoted to the beloved
object, thus always revolts at a consciousness of its fall from its
purity and its pledges; and though itself denied—doomed only to a
secret worship, to which no altar may be raised, and to which there is
no offering but the sacrifice of constant privation—yet it greatly
prefers to entertain this sacred sense of isolation, to any enjoyment of
mere mortal happiness. To feel that our affections are thus isolated in
vain; that we have yielded them to one who is indifferent to the trust,
and lives still for his earthly passions, is to suffer from a more than
mortal deprivation. Marguerite of Roussillon passed the night in extreme
agony of mind, the misery of which was greatly aggravated by the
necessity, in her husband’s presence, of suppressing every feeling of
uneasiness. But her feelings could not always be suppressed; and when,
the next day, on the return of the troubadour from Tarrascon, she
encountered him in those garden walks which had been made sacred to
their passion by its first mutual revelation, the pang grew to
utterance, which her sense of dignity and propriety in vain endeavored
to subdue. Her eyes brightened indignantly through her tears; and she
whose virtue had withheld every gift of passion from the being whom she
yet professed to love, at once, but still most tenderly, reproached him
with his infidelity.
“Alas! Guillaume,” she continued, after telling him all that she had
heard, “alas! that my soul should have so singled thine out from all the
rest, because of its purity, and should find thee thus, like all the
rest, incapable of a sweet and holy love such as thou didst promise. I
had rather died, Guillaume, a thousand deaths, than that thou shouldst
have fallen from thy faith to me.”
“But I have not fallen—I have not faltered in my faith, Marguerite! I
am still true to thee—to thee only, though I sigh for thee vainly, and
know that thou livest only for another. Hear me, Marguerite, while I
tell thee what has truly happened. Thou hast heard something, truly, but
not all the truth.”
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