Graham's Magazine Vol XXXII. No. 5. May 1848Various
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Graham's Magazine Vol XXXII. No. 5. May 1848
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
"My friend! the credulity is ended, the illusion is
over, and I shall return to you again. There are
reasons I need not mention now, which would render a
residence with my sister painful, and with my old
waywardness I would come to you, the kind sharer of my
young impulses, and to your home, the quiet scene of
my happiest days. I am listless and sick at heart; and
the hopes that once made my future radiant, appear
false and idle to my gaze. Success has bestowed but
momentary satisfaction, while failure has produced
permanent pain; and I would fain cease my restless
strivings, and be tranquil once more. This is no hasty
resolve; several weeks have elapsed since I was
prompted to it first; and I believe it is wiser to
submit than to struggle--to learn endurance, than to
strive for reward. In a few days more I shall be with
you, saddened and disheartened, and changed in all
things but in love and gratitude."
She had, indeed, changed since I saw her last, nearly three years
before. The world had wrought its work, hope had been crushed by
reality. Her health was evidently fatally affected, and her voice,
once so gay and joyous, was low and subdued. It was mournful to my
loving eyes to mark the contrast between the sisters now; Amy, in the
noiseless routine of domestic duties, found all her wishes satisfied;
she was rendered happy by trifles, and her nature demanded nothing
they could not offer. Without one rare mental endowment, or a single
lofty trait, she had followed her appointed path, a serene and
contented woman. A glance at the household circles around us, will
prove this contrast a common one; the most gifted are not the most
blessed--and the earth has no fulfillment for the aspirations that
rise above it.
And what of Theresa, the richly and fatally endowed, she who, with all
the faculties for feeling and bestowing gladness, yet wasted her youth
away; she who sadly tested the beautiful combination of genius with
womanhood, yet lavished her powers in vain--why need I trace the
passing away of one beloved so well? My task is finished; and I
willingly lay aside a record, written through tears. Wouldst thou know
more? There is a grave in yonder church-yard that can tell thee all!
SONNETS.
BY JAMES LAWSON.
I.--HOPE.
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