Graham's Magazine Vol XXXIII No. 4 October 1848Various
General
Graham's Magazine Vol XXXIII No. 4 October 1848
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
But at length Charlie, the younger boy, was sick, and we feared he
would die. We then remembered in whose hands his life was, and, I
believe, ever after regarded our treasures as trusts committed to our
keeping. Charlie suffered great pain, but he complained not. His very
submission smote our hearts, and though we could not think he was to
die, yet we thought he was too good to live. Benny could no longer
smile upon us, but watched by his brother's bed without speaking or
moving, unless to do him some service. We felt anxious about Charles,
yet forbore to speak of our anxiety, though when he was asleep we
could no longer conceal our sorrow and fears. And when one day the
physician imprudently said in his hearing that he feared Charles would
die, he looked at him in surprise, as if he had not thought of that;
and kissing the fevered brow of his sick brother, he came and stood by
his mother's side, and looking in her face as much as to say you wont
let brother die, he saw a tear in the clear blue eye of his mother,
and he sobbed aloud; and Charlotte could contain herself no longer,
but dropped hot tears on his face faster than she could kiss them
away. Then I feared if Charlie should die lest Benny should die too;
and then I knew that Charlotte could not bear all this, and I prayed
in my heart to God for Charles. And the next day, when the good
physician said the danger was past, we felt to thank God that he had
so chastened our affections, and ever loved him the more.
So we lived in love and happiness for many years, and all that time
not a shade of discord passed between us; and I often thought what a
dreary world this had been to me if Charlotte had never been mine. I
used to pity my bachelor neighbor, and, as I thought, I could see the
tear of disappointment in his eye when he witnessed my happy lot. I
saw it was a vision, and only the figure of Margaret, my once loved
and pretty sister, who existed then but in the land of spirits, was
before me.
And I told Margaret of the vision, and could not repress a sigh that
it was not reality; and musing long on what I was, and what I might
have been had nature dealt with me more kindly, until the vision
returned. Again I lived the life of youth's fancy.
But the boys now began to mingle a little with the world, and we
feared we were not equal to the task of educating them. We trembled
when we thought of the dangers before them, though we could not
believe it possible that they should ever do wrong. Alas! what trouble
was before us!
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