Graham's Magazine Vol XXXIII No. 4 October 1848Various
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Graham's Magazine Vol XXXIII No. 4 October 1848
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
I had carried home a box of strawberries, and set them in the pantry,
and setting myself down in the library, waited for Charlotte to come
home from shopping. I saw Charlie come from the pantry, but thought
nothing at the time, and when Benny came in, bade him bring them to me
that I might divide them between them--they were gone; Charles must
have taken them, for no one else had been in the pantry. I called him
to me, and asked if he had taken them. I asked without concern, for I
knew if he had, he did it supposing it to be right. He said, "No,
sir." "Ah," said I, "you did." He then inquired what ones I meant, and
I told him, and told him he must confess it, or I must punish him. But
when I talked so seriously of punishment, he seemed confounded. He
turned pale, and only said, "I did not do it." That was a trying
moment; and when Charlotte came in, we considered long and anxiously
what we ought to do. Should we let the theft go unpunished, and the
falsehood to be repeated. Again we urged him to confess. The answer
was still the same. There was no alternative but a resort to what I
had prayed Heaven might spare me. I punished him severely, but he
confessed not. I wished I had not begun, but now I must go on. I still
increased the castigation, and it was only when I told him that I
would stop when he owned the theft, and not before, that he confessed
he had taken the berries.
After this cruel punishment he went out and found Benny, who had been
crying piteously all the time, and then my two boys went and hid
themselves. I would have suffered the rack to have recalled that hour.
It was too late. On going into the kitchen shortly after, I found a
poor woman of the neighborhood with the box, which she said her
thievish son had confessed he stole from the pantry. Perhaps some
parents imagine the feelings of Charlotte and myself when we made this
discovery. But they are few. The boys both shunned us, and we dreaded
to see them. But at last we sent for them to come in, and they dared
not refuse to obey. I took Charles in my arms. I asked him to forgive
me; I told him who took the berries; I shed tears without measure; I
begged him to forgive me--to kiss me as he was wont. He could not do
it. It was cold and mechanical. His little heart seemed broke. Had he
died I thought I could have borne it, but I could not endure this.
When he slept he was fitful and troubled; ah! his troubles could not
be greater than mine. I slept not that night; no, nor for many nights
after that; but I watched him in his sleep, and many a hot tear did I
drop on his cheek, which he wiped off as poison; and for many weeks I
would rise several times every night, and go and gaze on his yet
pretty face, on which was stamped the curse for my own cruel haste.
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