Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXIV, No. 3, March 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXIV, No. 3, March 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“A few weeks found me under the roof of Mr. Thornton. The exchange was a
sad one. I had left the home of my infancy, where every familiar object
was associated with some kindly phrase or act of endearment, to become a
member of a proud aristocratic family, which traced its lineage from
England. I could have endured privations without repining, but I was
peculiarly sensitive of neglect, and was like the vine cast from the
trunk which had supported it, whose tendrils, unsustained and drooping,
are swayed to and fro by the wind, seeking for something whereupon to
cling. Repelled by the cold indifference of the family, my yearning
nature found the sympathy it needed in the friendship of Mr. Winchester,
who was employed as a private tutor for Mr. Thornton’s children. Above
all men I have ever seen, he united the wisdom of the serpent with the
simplicity of the dove. Placed under his tuition, I made rapid progress,
he was pleased to say, not only in the acquisition of knowledge from
books, but in that more difficult branch which teaches us to analyze our
feelings, and to know ourselves. You remember Mr. Hamilton, who left
here shortly after my arrival?”
“Indeed, I do, and esteem him highly, for he is a most excellent man.”
“Well, imagine him a little taller, a shade more pensive, somewhat more
retiring in his manners, and with an enunciation yet more distinct, and
you have Mr. Winchester before you.”
“I see him—and with the character you give, feel that I could love him
too.”
“Ay, that you would, for his meek exterior concealed a spirit
incorruptible as that of Brutus, and as benevolent as Howard himself. To
him I am indebted for all that I am or can ever hope to be. At that time
politics ran high; Napoleon, the great human vulture, was gorging
himself with the blood of nations, and the blood-red flag of England
claimed the empire of the seas. The discordant clamor of party strife
was loud and vehement, and the whole country seemed to vibrate with the
throes of political convulsion. Warped by his pride of descent, and
giving the tone to his family, at Mr. Thornton’s fireside, in all
political discussions, the cause of England was strenuously maintained.
It was here that, as I grew older, I derived the greatest benefit from
the counsels of Mr. W. A pure patriot, without a parade of zeal, he ever
upheld the cause of his country. Pointing out the distinction between
the governments of Europe and the one we had adopted, how the former
strove to maintain an idle and luxurious class in exclusive privileges,
while the other recognized no difference between man and man, he
ingrafted in me an attachment to our institutions as warm and enduring
as his own. But for him, I might have imbibed the alien feelings of the
family with which I was domesticated.
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