Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXIV, No. 4, April 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXIV, No. 4, April 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Harry Colman ceased, and this time as his gaze met that of his companion
he saw that her eyes were full of tears—but they were tears of grateful
joy. For a little while there was silence between them, but at length
Mr. Colman continued:
“Let me recount to you, Alice, as briefly as possible, a few
circumstances connected with my early history. I have never done so
before, because the effort was a painful one, and there was no exact
necessity for the repetition. As you are aware, I was so unfortunate as
to lose my father when I was a mere infant, and my mother lived only
till I had attained my twelfth year. I was the child of her second
marriage, and she had one son by a previous union who was many years my
senior. At the period of my mother’s death, my brother, Walter Malcolm,
had been married nearly five years, and was now a widower and the father
of one little girl, who had just reached her third summer. Upon her
death-bed my parent left me beneath his care, desiring Walter to attend
to my wants and to be kind and gentle to me when she was no more. As
soon as the funeral was over, my brother took me with him to his own
dwelling. I was now entirely dependent upon him for maintenance. Walter
Malcolm was wealthy, for a large estate had descended to him from his
father, who had also left my mother a life-annuity, which while she
lived had supported us. At her death I was of course unprovided for, for
my own father had possessed no worldly goods to bequeath me. My new home
seemed very different to me from the hearth of my early, sunny
childhood. I was lonely and desolate—for between Walter and myself
brotherly love had never existed. Not that _I_ would have denied him his
meed—but I was too proud to award the gift that I was confident would
never be valued, for my memory could not boast a single instance wherein
he had evinced for me the slightest regard. Nay, I even felt that I was
an object of dislike to him, though I knew not the cause. During my
mother’s life I had been greatly indulged, and it was scarcely to be
wondered at that I was frequently very wayward. Upon such occasions, a
word of love had always been sufficient to control my passionate nature;
but when the sweet affectionate tones that ever had power to calm me,
were hushed in the tomb, my faults were met by my new guardian with
harshness and contempt, and this never failed to rouse a spirit of
continued opposition. There was but one voice in my brother’s household
that ever spoke lovingly to me. It was that of his child—the little
Julie. From the first hour of my residence beneath Walter’s roof, the
little creature had conceived a passionate attachment to me, preferring
my presence to that of her nurse or even her father. And, as you may
imagine, Alice, I did not slight her proffered affection, and during the
three years that we dwelt together the little one was the sole sunbeam
upon my shadowed life-path. How gladly did I greet her graceful bounding
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