Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXIV, No. 4, April 1849Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXIV, No. 4, April 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
And that evening Mr. Colman, accompanied his wife to the abode of Walter
Malcolm. The meeting between the brothers was a painful one. There was
mingled shame and penitential sorrow on the part of the elder, while the
countenance of the younger was expressive of the deepest agitation as he
stood by the bedside of him who had cast so dark a cloud upon his youth.
Harry Colman had yielded to the entreaties of Alice for this interview,
while he felt that it would have been wrong to have denied it—but it
was not until he looked upon Walter’s pallid face, and heard that once
stern and familiar voice supplicating forgiveness, even with the humble
avowal that it was undeserved, that the lingering spark of resentment
was entirely extinguished within his breast—and when he breathed the
much-desired word of pardon they were truly heart-felt.
And by returning good for evil he had indeed “heaped coals of fire” upon
the head of his brother.
“From your birth, Harry, you were the object of my bitterest envy and
hatred,” was the confession of Walter Malcolm, “for upon you was freely
lavished the love of that mother whose affection I had never possessed.
She had been forced by her family into a union with my father while her
heart was another’s—and when her husband died and she was free to wed
again, she married the one who had first gained her regard. This was the
key to your superior claim upon our mother’s love. I will not now blame
her for the wrong of partiality, though it was the basis of my demeanor
toward yourself. I should have had sufficient strength of mind to have
resisted its influence—but in this I was sadly deficient. To the last
hour of her life my mother’s chief thought was of you. Yes, even in her
dying moments her principal anxiety was for _your_ future happiness,
while there was but little reference to the welfare of her eldest child.
When she was no more, and you came to dwell beneath my roof, I scrupled
not openly to show the sentiments which during our parent’s life-time I
was obliged to conceal. And I had now an additional cause of dislike. I
secretly accused you of robbing me of the affection of my little girl,
who, as you will perhaps remember, always manifested a decided
preference for your society. I did not reflect that my manner toward her
was often cold and distant, and widely different from your own; and with
such feelings of jealousy concerning you in my heart, it was scarcely to
be wondered that I seized the first opportunity of ridding myself of
your presence. Though I knew you to be guiltless of the fault for which
I blamed you, I drove you from my dwelling, refusing from that moment to
own you as a brother. Nor did I then experience the least remorse for
the act—and during the years that followed I strove to forget that you
had ever existed.
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