Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 1, July 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 1, July 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“Last night I dreamed that you kept the rose-bud yet, and, will
you believe it, when I awakened, and recalled to mind the
proverb about the truthfulness of dreams, and their
_contrariness_, it troubled me. Thousands of miles lie between
us, and we may never meet again, all recollections of my native
land save those relating to you only, are hateful to me; but,
could I only hear your voice assuring me this night, or could I
believe that you would welcome me back, and say to me with your
own sweet voice that you were glad to see me, oh, I should run
and could not weary nor grow faint, and neither day nor night
should look upon my lagging feet until I stood once more beside
you. Thou, beautiful joy of my childhood, say, wouldst thou
welcome me?
“Perhaps you will think I have taken an unwarrantable liberty in
so addressing you, for the friendships and loves of children
are, I know, usually evanescent as dreams, yet I cannot, will
not, think that whatever may be your position in life now, or
whatever may be the relations you sustain in life, I do not
believe that you will scorn me for the words I have written, or
that you will read carelessly this record of my thoughts.
“Time has dealt with no light hand to me, he may have given you,
perhaps, with every passing year, a blessing. He has laid no
caressing arm on me; possibly he has guided you thus far
tenderly as a mother would lead her child. I have bowed beneath
his frown, and you, you may have grown to glorious perfectness
in the light of his smile. I have known deep sorrows—it may be,
oh, I pray it may _not_ be—that you also have not escaped the
universal heritage. It might be far beyond your possibility to
recognize in _me_ the bright boy filled with glad expectations
that you once knew; but I cannot but believe that I should know
you, and recognize you amid a multitude—the mild and beautiful
blue eyes—the meek, gentle, and so expressive countenance—the
smile, so sweet and winning, that rested so often on the face of
the dear child; oh, they are not yet forgotten. I am convinced
the _woman_ whom I love has a face whose expression is heavenly!
Do not censure me, I pray, for daring to _tell_ my love. The
hope of being with you once again, and of speaking with and
looking upon you, is like the hope of heaven to the pilgrim,
weary and out-worn with earth-striving.
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