Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 1, July 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 1, July 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“Months will pass away before these words, uttered from the
fullness of my heart, reach you—the heart from which they come
may have ere then ceased its beating, may be cold and dead; but
will it be nothing for you to know that its beatings were ever
true to you, even though you never have, and do not now need my
homage? Will you care to think that when I wrote these words it
was my highest hope that I might one day follow them to the home
of Grace Germain, to beseech at least her friendliness, to hear
the tones of her dear voice again, and then perhaps to lie down
to rest in the grave-yard near her home, where it would be no
wrong for her to come sometimes, even from a circle of beloved
ones, to think of days gone by, the days of merry childhood.
“I have written too much—too much; the day is dawning, we shall
journey far through the desert before to-morrow morning, but
to-night, with every word I have written, thoughts and great
hopes have awakened which will never be stilled again—they will
be with me till I stand once more before you; and if there be a
dearer one on whom your eyes will rest as you lift them from
this page, to whom you will confide this folly of an old man, as
you perhaps will call it, yet still remember me, and let him
think of me with forgiving kindness.
“May the rich blessing of heaven be with you now and ever.
“Hugh Willson.”
And had Hugh Willson, indeed, committed an unpardonable trespass in
writing thus, after the lapse of so many years, to his old schoolmate?
No, no! bear witness the sudden flashings of color, and the as sudden
paleness which swept over the lady’s face as she read on; bear witness
the occasional smiles, and the long and passionate weeping in which the
lonely woman indulged, when her eyes rested so tenderly and sadly on the
name affixed to the strange epistle. They were not tears of anger that
she shed; it was not a smile of derision and mockery, at the sudden
betrayal of affection the man had given, after a silence of years; they
were not words of scorn which escaped her lips when she laid down to
rest that night; ah, no! he had powerfully touched a chord in her soul,
that from her childhood had ever vibrated even at the mention of his
name.
There were eyes that were not closed in sleep during the hours of that
night—but it was not grief that caused the widow’s wakefulness. There
was one who listened till the morning to the heavy falling rain—but not
in sadness; there was a lady who arose when the sunlight streamed once
more through her chamber, who looked out on the blue heavens whence all
the clouds had vanished, and hailed then a new era in her life-history.
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