Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 2, August 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 2, August 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Ah, me! it is a dreary thing to feel alone in the world—to have no eye
brighten at our coming, no voice ever ready with its eager welcoming,
nothing to tell us we are beloved, and that fond thoughts and wishes are
around our onward pathway. O, ye who have never felt this worst of
desolations—ye whose best affections bind ye still, who have no link
broken, no yearnings unfulfilled, fold to your hearts the precious
blessing that lives in domestic ties and speaks in household love, and
greet kindly and gently those whose life is lonely—who look around them
and find no answering gaze, who pine with many tears for one glimpse of
the tenderness whose living light is daily yours, who go forward sadly
and silently, with none to love them, save those who are angels in
Heaven.
But there is a romance in every one’s experience, evanescent though it
be; and at length its bright change rose upon Mary’s existence. I heard
she was soon to be married, to a young clergyman, of whom all spoke in
terms of approval and admiration. I sincerely rejoiced at an event so
calculated to relieve at once her perplexities and regrets, and to
summon sweet visions for one who had too long lived without affection in
the world. I wrote to her, expressing all I felt—all my fervent hopes
for her dawning welfare. I longed impatiently for her answer, anxious to
discover if she realized as I wished the brighter career opening before
her; but several weeks wended on, and brought me no reply. It was from
another source I learned the dangerous and protracted illness of her
lover, and a paper, tremulously directed by Mary’s hand, at length
informed me of his death.
Finally a letter came, with its black seal. It was the last farewell of
one who loved me—the last pouring forth of tenderness from a heart that
was broken; and yet, sorrowful as those lines were, they spoke of hopes
unshadowed and immortal—of a pilgrimage troubled and toilsome, but full
of reward, and of all an enthusiast’s delusive anticipations in the
sacred enterprise before her.
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