Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 2, August 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 2, August 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“That question,” he said, in a firm yet somewhat mournful tone, “is not
an easy one to answer. The difficulty of subduing prejudices on my own
part, the fear of wounding pride on yours—these might have had their
share in influencing my conduct. Beside, you must remember that years
have elapsed—the very years which most form the character of men—since
we parted; that they have elapsed under circumstances the most widely
different for you and for me; that we are not, in short, in any thing
the same men we then were—that the gnarled, weather-beaten, earth-fast
oak of centuries differs not so much from the green pliant sapling of
half a dozen summers, as the old man, with his heart chilled and
hardened into living steel by contact with the world, from the youth
full of generous impulses and lofty aspirations, loving all men, and
doubting naught either in heaven above, or in the earth beneath. You
must remember, moreover, that although, as you have truly said, we were
friends in youth, our swords, our purses, and our hearts in common, we
had even then many points of serious difference; and lastly, and most of
all, you must remember that if we had been friends, we were not friends
when we last parted—”
“What! what!” exclaimed a voice, which Jasper instantly recognized for
his father’s, though for years he had not heard him speak in tones of
the like animation. “What, William Allan, do you mean to say that you
imagined that any enmity could have dwelt in my mind, for so slight a
cause—”
“Slight a cause!” interrupted the other. “Do you call that _slight_
which made my heart drop blood, and my brain boil with agony for
years—which changed my course of life, altered my fortunes, character,
heart, soul, forever; which made me, in a word, what I now am? Do you
call that a _slight_ cause, Miles St. Aubyn? Show me, then, what you
call a grave one.”
“I had forgotten, William, I had forgotten,” replied Sir Miles, gently,
and perhaps self-reproachfully. “I mean, I had forgotten that the
rivaling in a strife which to the winner seems a little thing, may to
the loser be death, or worse than death! Forgive me, William Allan, I
had forgotten in my selfish thoughtlessness, and galled you unawares.
But let us say no more of this—let the past be forgotten—let wrongs
done, if wrongs were done, be buried in her grave, who was the most
innocent cause of them; and let us now remember only that we were
friends in youth, and that after long years of separation, we are thus
wonderfully brought together in old age; let me hope to be friends
henceforth unto the grave.”
“Amen, I say to that. Miles St. Aubyn, amen!”
And the two old men clasped their withered hands across the table, and
Jasper might see the big drops trickling slowly down the face of him who
was called William Allan, while from the agitation of his father’s frame
he judged that he was not free from the like agitation.
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