Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 3, September 1849 — John Shaqi
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 3, September 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 3, September 1849
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Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
The boy, through love for his dear friend, murmured not for a time at
the calm and peaceful way they trod. But his imagination, naturally so
vivid and bright, had nothing to revel in as they walked upward side by
side with holy men and pure, who sung the praises of the Good King as
they rose toward the crown. This crown glittered upon the summit of the
hill as a promise of eternal rest and joy for the unmurmuring and
patient traveler.
But the heart of the young man became listless; and his eyes became dull
to see the lustre of the crown as it shone fast by the Lord’s high
throne. From discontent he went to murmuring. His sister and his angel
whispered loving words to the clouded heart, and sought earnestly to win
it back to feel the beauty of the journey they had commenced so
joyfully. But no! the distant sound of mirth, the distant glitter of
fine sights, and spectacles appearing so ingenious and rare, caught his
wandering senses at every turn. His quiet journey became a burden to
him. His sister’s face became a sad reproach. The crown looked dim upon
the summit. To his changed eye the holy men and women walked like monks
and nuns in solemn company. His excited fancy would make it seem
injustice that the Lord who made the way, should have had its pavement
so hard and rough, when the broader path was carpeted with flowers,
which could yield to the bounding foot so gently, and ever be so fresh.
More and more the prospect changed to his changed eyes. The ascent now
was steep and wearisome, and oh! how the sad, sweet face of his garden
friend, the sister of his childhood passed on the mossy banks, how it
looked upon him longingly, as if the pilgrimage even in the narrow way
would be half sorrowful if he went not up with her to the end. His angel
shone from her eyes its look of pleading, but all were lost upon the
evil-awakened youth, who saw no stars in that pure heaven, no guide in
that pleasant way worth following. More and more as his heart gave up
the treasures of its infancy, the revel of the other path broke on his
ear. His eyes gazed oftener on the distant groups than on his sister’s
face, or the high crown. That sister prayed, besought with tears that he
would let his guardian spirit guide him, that he would call upon the
messengers of the Throne to disarm the tempters who were changing his
heart. And yet he, the object of that fond one’s watching thus far upon
the road, he who in sweet babyhood had been her pride and hope even in
her own young years, he turned and left her! Turned and fled, not daring
to look back and catch another glimpse of her pale face! he fled, and
how short was now the way to Pleasure’s arms; the gain of long year’s
travels how quickly lost. He stood once more where the two paths met,
and looked a moment on the plain below, where yet was green the home of
his childhood’s innocence. For a moment came the memory of the spirits
he had carried from it as inmates of his soul. He gazed upon its quiet
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