Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 3, September 1849Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 3, September 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
loveliness, and sighed in his bewilderment and guilt, for the season of
his infancy, that he might be again a child and play amongst those
garden flowers.
It could not be! And sealing his brow with the stamp of determined
hardihood, he turned from the retrospect of his boyhood’s purity, and
gave his hand to the fair-faced queen, who welcomed him more gladly that
he came from the rival path.
How wildly did he enter now into all the scenes of that gay place! He
sought to drown his angel’s whisperings in revels, and at first he
succeeded well, for the parties he joined were of those, who, like
himself, were neophytes to the reigning queen, and were not yet quite
slaves to the hideous form so shrouded in flowers. But the innocent
joyfulness grew more evil at every step, for in this gay kingdom there
was no restraining power, and the poor misguided youth who had left the
quiet walk where every onward step induced to purity, now saw the ruin
which came by unsuspected agencies upon the hearts and forms of these
thoughtless travelers. Guilt grew more familiar at every turn. He could
see that his companions grew old before their time, and almost
imperceptibly changed their careless mirth and slight indulgences to
wicked merriment and love for evil practices, which they would have once
despised.
Palaces rose up on every side, filled with sparkling drinks, which
drowned the voices of grieved angels, and gave exulting life to the
dread demon of Human Will. The laughter which had come faintly to his
ears when he was by his lost sister’s side, like the sound of a joyful
stream, now was like a raging river, wild and ruinous. Gay women
fluttered on with “Vanity” written in jewels upon their foreheads, and
the beauty of their girlhood lost under the weight of fashion’s charms.
How the heart of that lost wanderer turned to his sister’s memory, and
read there how chaste, how simple, how lovely she walked, unmindful of
the garments her body wore if her spirit shone in the garb of holiness.
He looked toward the path she was now treading alone, and could tell her
untiring step, and see the light of her high brow as it was at times
uplifted to the throne—praying for him! Those gay women looked like
painted sepulchres as he turned back; and though they shook their
jeweled fingers at him playfully, and tried to win his admiration by
outward charms, his heart compared them with the gentle presence of his
sister in the heavenly path, and it learned to lothe the beings whose
souls were unadorned and dark. They had been beautiful, but had lost the
roses of their cheeks, the jewels of their eyes, the sweet sign of
modesty upon their brow, and now owed Art a debt which grew with every
year.
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