Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 3, September 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 3, September 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
As he went on he found corners of the road darkened by groups of human
forms with faces of spirits from the cave of darkness where the fire
burns. They watched with starting eyes the ivory balls they rolled, or
painted characters they handled, as if they were the chances of Heaven;
and when their gold was lost would start up furious, and commit some
dreadful deed upon themselves or their companions. Disgusting pictures
of indulgence and debauchery in every shape, now met the almost frenzied
eye of the regretful wanderer. Carelessly besotted feet trod the
uncertain borders of the frightful precipice, or with uneven step
stalked on toward the gulf of hopelessness. The light, which had been so
dazzling at the commencement of the way, had been put out, and darkness
would have been over all that crowd, if the mercy of the Throne had not
let its light fall upon the guilty ones, that, if they would, they might
see their passage back to the holy way.
Oh! had that wanderer tasted all the joy he fancied could be drunk of in
that broad path? Had the glittering scenes been real? Had the promises
of the syren been fulfilled? Had his heart been satisfied with the
friendship, his feet with the flowers of that fair-seeming place? Oh,
no! His brain was reeling with the discordant sounds, his senses were
confused, his heart was agonized by the cries of rage, and complaints
breathed bitterly against the Throne. Oh! could he dare brave the sneers
of his companions and turn back: Could he, distressed and weakened, run
the gauntlet of that deriding crowd! Oh no he had no courage left for
such a trial. He knew the purity of his brow was gone, the freshness of
his heart; and how, if he ever should escape from that dreadful way,
would his sister’s eye rest on him?
As he thought of this, he turned toward the path of her calm pilgrimage,
and saw a greater light as a halo round her pale brow, and her pleading
eye still turned upward toward the Throne! His angel gently whispered
“fly!” And as he stopped upon his course to listen, he felt the pressure
of the hand which had been laid upon his head as he went out from the
garden-gates, and his strong heart came back! His feet forgot their
weariness, his eye grew large with hope, his spirit threw off its
cowardice, and with a loud, clear voice, which his sister caught as a
joyful answer to her prayers, he declared himself a prodigal, and
entreated all that graceless company to follow him to peace and
happiness.
Oh! how many accents there were in the answering shouts that filled the
echoing way. Despair sent up its dreadful note—shame and defiance added
their discordant tones. From the deep caves of guilty sorrow came a
wail, and from lone places where the body diseased with crime lay
suffering, a cry arose which chilled even the polluted blood of those
who wandered in guilt so near.
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