Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 4, October 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 4, October 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Almost alone as Mark Stilling was, and possessing none of those
cultivated tastes and accomplishments necessary for one who would
introduce a young girl like his daughter into society, the old man saw
weeks and months go by, after Dora had become a woman, and yet his
lovely flower remained hidden by the wayside. He looked upon her as she
came in and went out, and wondered that all the world was not captivated
by her beauty. And as he grew older, and his intellect became feebler
and feebler, this one idea took a still stronger hold upon his mind.
Dora, at the age of nineteen, began to feel great concern for her
father. Both body and mind it was plain to her were failing rapidly; and
orders for work were much less frequent than they had been. But even if
work had been as abundant as before, he had less ability to perform it;
and this was daily decreasing. Again she asked permission to learn a
trade; but it was met with as firm an opposition as before, and on the
same ground.
“I must have some means of supporting myself and father,” she said
thoughtfully to herself, “for it will not be long that he can keep at
work. What shall I do? He will not let me learn a trade.” She reflected
for a long time, and then, as if all had become clear to her, she
clapped her hands together and murmured—“Yes—yes. That shall be it. I
will devote myself to my music until I become proficient enough to
teach.”
Already much money had been expended on Dora’s musical education, and
she played and sang well. But she was not skilled enough to be able to
give instructions. So from that time she spent many hours each day at
her piano; and also practiced on the guitar. As the old man listened to
her warblings, how little dreamed he that all this was but the learning
of a trade, against which his mind had so revolted.
As we have said, the old man became less and less competent to perform
his work well and expeditiously, and it gradually left him and went into
other hands. His income thus reduced, it became necessary to abridge the
expenses of his household, or fall in debt, something for which Stilling
had a natural horror. The first step downward, and one that it hurt the
engraver much to take, was the giving up of the neat little house in
which he had lived, and taking apartments in a second story, at half the
rent formerly paid. Dora urged strongly, when this change was made, to
have their domestic sent away.
“I can do all the work, father. Let Ellen go, and then we will save
nearly half our living.”
But the old man would not listen a moment to this, and silenced his
daughter by an emphatic “No.”
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