Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 4, October 1849 — John Shaqi
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 4, October 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 4, October 1849
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Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
But as his eye ran over the objects to which it had become accustomed
during the last days, and which were now indistinctly visible in the
glimmering darkness of a fine summer night, he became fully satisfied
that he had been indeed asleep; and with a muttered prayer, he settled
himself down again on the pillow, and composed himself to sleep once
more.
He had not slept, however, above half an hour before the same painful
symptoms recurred; and after even a longer and more agonizing struggle
than the first, he again woke, panting, horror-stricken, pale and almost
paralyzed with superstitious terror.
“It was!” he gasped, “it was—it must have been reality. I saw her, as I
did last night, tangible, face to face; but, oh God! what a glare of
horror in those beautiful blue eyes—what a gory spot on that smooth,
white brow—what agony—what supplication in every lovely feature. And
he, he who dealt the blow—I could not see the face, but the dress, the
figure, nay, the seat on horseback—great God! they were all mine own!”
He paused for a long time, meditating deeply, and casting furtive
glances around the large old-fashioned room, as though he expected to
see some of the great heavy shadows which brooded in the dim angles and
irregular recesses of the walls, detach themselves from their lurking
places, in the guise of human forms disembodied, and come forth to
confront him.
After a while, however, his naturally strong intellect and
characteristic audacity led him to discard the idea of supernatural
influence in the appalling vision, which had now twice so cruelly
disturbed him. Still, so great had been the suffering and torture of his
mind during the conflict of the sleeping body and the sleepless
intellect, that he actually dreaded the return of slumber, lest that
dread phantom should return with it; and he therefore exerted himself to
keep awake, and to arm his mind against the insidious stealing on of
sleep, from very fear of what should follow.
But the very efforts which he made to banish the inclination, wearied
the mind, and induced what he would most avoid; and within an hour he
was again unconscious of all external sights and sounds, again terribly
alive to those inward sensations which had already terrified him almost
beyond endurance.
This time the trance was shorter, but from the symptoms which appeared
on his features, fiercer and stronger than before; nor, as before, when
he awoke, did the impression pass away which had been made on him before
his eyes were opened. No; as he started up erect, and gazed wildly,
scarce as yet half awake, around him, the first thing that met, or
seemed to meet, his staring eyes, was a gray, misty shadow, standing
relieved by a dark mass of gloom in the farthest angle of the chamber.
Gradually, as he stared at it with a fascinated gaze, which, had it been
to save his life, he could not have withdrawn, the shape, if shape it
were, drew nearer, nearer, with a slow, gliding, ghastly motion.
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