Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 4, October 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 4, October 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
She mused on these things; and then paused to reflect how helplessly and
deathfully he had lain at her feet, when he was drawn forth from that
deep red whirlpool; and how so sickly those fine eyes swam when she
first beheld them. How small a thing would have extinguished, and
forever, the faint spark of life which then feebly fluttered in his
bosom; how child-like he had yielded himself to her ministration, and
with how piteous yet grateful an expression he had acknowledged, when he
awoke from his first trance-like stupor, midway as it were between life
and death, the gentleness of her protection.
Most true it is, that pity is akin to love; where pity, as is seldom the
case from woman toward man, can exist apart from something approaching
to contempt; where it is called forth by the consequences neither of
physical nor mental weakness. Still more is it the province and the part
of woman to love whom they have protected.
With both sexes, I believe that to have conferred, rather than to have
received kindness—to be owed rather than to owe gratitude—is conducive
to the growth of kindly feeling, of friendship, of affection, love! But
with a true woman, to have been dependent on her for support, to have
looked up into her eyes for aid on the sick-bed, for sympathy in mortal
sorrow, to have revived by her nursing, to have been consoled by her
comforting—these are the truest and most direct key to her affections.
Theresa thought of all these things, and as she did so, her bosom heaved
almost unconsciously a sigh, and a tear rose unbidden to her eye. She
almost loved Jasper St. Aubyn.
Again, the recollection of his boldness on the previous evening, of his
half forcible seizure of her hand, of the kiss he had so daringly
imprinted on her soft fingers, of the too meaning words which he had
addressed to her, and of the tone, which conveyed even more of
consciousness and confidence than the words themselves, all rushed at
once upon her mind; and, though she was alone, she started, and her face
crimsoned at the mere memory of what she half felt as an indignity.
“And could he think me,” she murmured to herself, “so light, so vain, so
easy to be won, that he dare treat me thus at almost a first interview?
or was it but the rashness, the imprudence, the buoyancy of extreme
youth, inspired by sudden love, and encouraged by his own headstrong
character.” She paused a moment, and then said almost aloud, “Oh, no,
no, I will not believe it.”
“And what will you not believe, Theresa?” said a clear, firm voice,
close behind her, “what is it that you are so energetically determined
not to believe, my pretty cousin?”
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