Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXVI, No. 1, January 1850Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXVI, No. 1, January 1850
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
For a few weeks these bright visions remained. Then his thoughts began
to come down into the present, and to consider the real aspect of things
around him. In regard to Clara’s fortune, all the knowledge he possessed
was that obtained through common report. It was known that her father,
while living, was in the enjoyment of a handsome property, and that this
on his death had been divided equally among his children. As to the
nature or value of his wife’s share, he was entirely ignorant; a certain
feeling of delicacy kept him from seeking or even seeming to seek for
information on the subject prior to marriage. In fact, he tried at times
to persuade himself that the property of Clara had nothing whatever to
do with his affection for her.
The mind of Ellison being proud, sensitive and independent, this
delicacy remained equally strong after marriage. He took his wife to a
good boarding-house, where he had engaged a large, handsomely furnished
room at the rate of twelve dollars a week, and here they commenced their
matrimonial life. From a friend, a short time previous to marriage,
Ellison had borrowed a couple of hundred dollars, and this gave him the
means of meeting all the necessary expenses attendant on the important
event, besides leaving him with seventy or eighty dollars in possession
as a little fund to use until some portion of his wife’s income should
begin to find its way into his hands.
Two or three weeks passed, during which time Ellison went daily to paint
and draw in his studio, though he did not work with his former
earnestness. From some cause he found it impossible to bring his mind
down to a present interest in his profession; that is, to an interest in
what he was then engaged in doing. His mind was continually wandering
away, and his fancy teeming with bright and beautiful images. He saw the
pure blue skies of Italy; he felt the fragrant airs of the sunny clime
breaking over his forehead; he was a worshiper among her galleries of
immortal art; and more than all this, he was panting to be in the land
of art and song, and felt his impatience to be away increasing every
moment. And yet, his gentle, loving young wife, for whom a profound
respect as well as affection had been awakened, said nothing of her
property, nor had he permitted her to look deep enough into his mind to
see his dream of Italy. He had carefully avoided this lest she should
suspect the motive that first drew him to her side; a motive which,
could he have done so, he would gladly have concealed even from himself.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account