Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXVI, No. 1, January 1850Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXVI, No. 1, January 1850
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
He had scarcely arrived at this conclusion, however, when he met Miss
Stanhope herself face to face. He had been sauntering up the street, his
hands folded behind him, his whole air listless and dejected. He was
taken by surprise, bowed to her with embarrassment, and then, after she
had passed, remembering that she looked amazed at his manner, he turned
about and joined her mechanically. He scarcely knew why he went back;
and when he had done it, he was more embarrassed than ever. Miss
Stanhope was the first to speak.
“Are you ill, Mr. Derwent?” she said, in a voice of sympathy, “you look
so.”
The tone of kindness in which these words were spoken opened the
flood-gates of his heart, and he could not resist the impulse to tell
her how much he had loved her, and how he should cherish her memory,
though fate had placed an insurmountable barrier between them. His words
flowed in a torrent of burning eloquence. Unconsciously he and Miss
Stanhope walked on, though they had long passed the hotel; and when he
had concluded they were at the end of the street, on the wild, bleak
common.
Not until he had told his tale, and a minute or two of silence had
followed, did Derwent venture even to look at his companion. But, on
doing so, he found she was scarcely less agitated than himself. She
trembled visibly, and when, as soon happened, she turned to answer him,
traces of tears were on her cheeks.
“Mr. Derwent,” she said, “I will be frank with you, for, in these
matters, perfect frankness is a suitor’s right. I will not say that this
declaration of passion surprises me, for, in spite of my having heard
that you were insincere, I thought I saw in you a real esteem for me. It
would be affectation for me to deny this. That I am shocked at your loss
of fortune, I need not say; I feel too great an interest in you to do
otherwise, and this interest I am not unwilling, you see, openly to
acknowledge.”
She looked at him with such noble frankness, that Derwent, enraptured by
so unexpected an avowal, could scarcely refrain from snatching her hand
and carrying it to his lips. But he thought of the public common; and
then he thought also of his poverty, and how idle all this was—so he
remained motionless and silent.
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