Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXVI, No. 1, January 1850Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXVI, No. 1, January 1850
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“You tell me,” she continued, “that you are now almost a beggar; and
that, therefore, you resign my hand. But, excuse me—for surely it is
not unmaidenly for me to say this—are you doing right in acting thus?
Is wealth necessary to happiness? Will not a sufficiency insure felicity
if there is real love in the union? You have talents, and I hope,
energy; if I thought otherwise I could not love you. You have also a
profession, which you avow your intention of following. Pray do not
misunderstand me—I do not wish to make myself a burden to you—but
neither must you suppose that I am base enough to you, or sufficiently
ignorant of what will constitute my own happiness, to refuse you because
you are a poor, instead of a rich man. In a worldly view even a
penniless lawyer,” she said, smiling, “is a very good match for the
companion of a rich heiress.”
Amazement at this noble conduct had kept Derwent silent until now, but
he could no longer remain quiet.
“And you are generous enough,” he cried, “to unite your fate with mine,
if ever I grow rich enough to offer you a home?”
“I am not very exacting in my tastes, Mr. Derwent,” replied the fair
girl, “and, therefore, shall be contented with what you would think a
very humble home. The moment, therefore, that you can give me one, in
which you will be willing to live yourself, that moment I will become
your wife. But remember,” she added archly, “I am flesh and blood after
all, and cannot live merely on love. I am willing, with that confidence
which my affection inspires, to wait for you, and believe you will never
seek me until you can support me; but that will not be long hence, if I
judge your talents aright. And now never, never,” she added earnestly,
“doubt again a woman’s single-heartedness in love.”
Derwent was equally bewildered and transported. In his wildest dreams he
had never imagined Miss Stanhope as noble and generous as he now found
her. He told her as much.
“You flatter me more than I deserve,” she replied. “Life, in all
circumstances, is a season of trial; wealth cannot secure immunity from
trouble; and perhaps the happiest, after all, are those who labor for
their daily bread, because their toil sweetens the meal. Nay, I am sure
I shall love you more, because I shall think you more manly.”
Derwent parted from Miss Stanhope a different man from what he had been
before the interview. It was not the knowledge of her love merely which
had worked the change in him, but it was the discovery that he had
thought the human heart more selfish than it is, that he had doubted the
existence of a generous affection.
They parted that evening. Miss Stanhope, though she pledged herself to
Derwent, stipulated that he should not accompany her to the South, but
that he should at once begin the practice of his profession.
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