Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXVI, No. 2, February 1850Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXVI, No. 2, February 1850
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“Some time in the course of that day, for we were married early
in the morning, letters were received at the house. One was
addressed to Amelia—of course, with her family name. I remember
now, as she opened it, she turned the letter over, and pointing
to the superscription, which was in a bold, masculine hand,
remarked, that if it was an offer, it came rather late.
“‘Too late for any thing _now_,’ said her relatives.
“My own heart seemed to sink within me.
“Amelia opened the letter. I looked at her as she read it. She
turned pale, and for a moment I thought she would have fainted;
but rallying herself, she placed the letter in my hand, with the
single remark, ‘It is for you to explain this.’
“The letter was from some one in Albany—it contained only these
words:
“‘If the mail is not detained, this will reach you
before you are married. Ask Captain Wilkinson whether he
has not already a wife in Vermont.
‘A FRIEND.’
“For one moment I hesitated whether I would not deny the charge
implied, and take Amelia with me to Europe—her means with my
wealth would have sustained us. But truth is always ready for
utterance—and before the lie could be formed, I was ready to
confess.
“‘Whatever wrong may have been done,’ said Amelia, ‘all I ask is
that it may not be increased.’
“‘The answer to the question in the letter,’ said I ‘is in the
_affirmative_.’ And before explanation could be given, Amelia
had been conducted to her chamber, and I took my hat and left
the house. I have not seen her since, nor have I ever been able
to ascertain her residence. She is probably dead, as is
certainly also the unfortunate woman in Vermont, who died soon
after my exposure. I have been in business, and I have traveled
much; I have wasted much wealth, and acquired much. I have none
to share with me my property, and no one to inherit it when I
depart, which must be soon, as I believe the child born in
Vermont died soon after its mother’s decease. The deep
solicitude which you have manifested for my welfare, temporal
and spiritual, has not been without its effect, and I have
resolved that, whether I recover or not, you shall inherit the
remainder of my fortune, either by right or by bequest;
read—read a little—the Bible, or some from the Prayer Book.”
I did read, and he seemed calmer for a moment, and then he said,
“you now see what are the errors—the sins—and the misery of my
past life; I give up scepticism; I do believe,” and he added,
“‘help thou mine unbelief.’”
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