Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXVI, No. 4, April 1850Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXVI, No. 4, April 1850
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Was she so inordinately humble as to set no value upon herself? Not
exactly that; but she had so high a standard of excellence in her own
soul, and was so conscious of her utter inability to attain to that
standard, that she grew to feel a species of contempt for herself, and
therefore she neglected herself, not as a penance, but because she would
not waste thought or time upon any thing appertaining to herself. No one
understood poor Kate, and of course nobody appreciated her. When she
spent hours in dressing her beautiful sister for a ball, and then
twisting up her own fine hair in a careless knot, and slipping on a
plain white dress, was ready in ten minutes to accompany the belle to
the gay scene where she knew she could never shine, people only called
her slovenly and careless, but gave her no credit for the generous
affection which could lavish decorations on another, and be content
through a whole evening
“to hear
Praise of a sister with unwounded ear.”
When she refused invitations to parties that she might stay at home and
nurse Aunt Bell through a slow fever, people said—“She is so indolent,
she is glad of an excuse to avoid the trouble of going out.” No one knew
that she was not too indolent to watch through the long hours of night
beside the sick-bed of the invalid, while her lovely sister was sleeping
off the fatigues of the dance. When she gave up a gay season at the
Springs, rather than disappoint her old grandmother, who had set her
heart upon a visit from one of the sisters—when she spent a long, dull
summer in a hot country-house, with no other companions than Aunt Bell
and the infirm old lady, and no other amusement than could be found in a
book-case full of Minerva-Press novels, then people—those wonderfully
knowing people—again said, “Kate Lorimer is turning her indolence to
account, and will earn a legacy out of it;” while the fact was, neither
Aunt Bell nor grandmother had a cent in the world beyond their
life-interest in their old country home.
“If Louisa makes an engagement this winter, I think I shall hurry Ella’s
education a little, so as to bring her out next season;” said Mrs.
Lorimer to her husband, during one of those “_curtain conferences_”
which are quite the opposite to “curtain lectures.”
“Why should you do that? You will have Kate still to provide for, and
Ella will be all the more attractive for another year’s study,” was the
reply of the calculating though kind father.
“Oh, Kate is a hopeless case; she will never be married, she is too
indifferent; no man will take a fancy to a girl who at the first
introduction shows by her manner that she does not care what he thinks
of her.”
“Then you think Kate is one of the ‘predestinate old maids?’”
“I am afraid so.”
“Well, Kate is a good child, and we shall want one of the girls to keep
house for us when we grow old; so I don’t know that we need regret it
much.”
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