Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXVI, No. 5, May 1850Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXVI, No. 5, May 1850
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
It may be supposed that with such pleasant companionship the life of
Florence Hastings had become more joyous. But it was not so. Though for
more than three years Ida Hamilton and Florence had been domesticated
beneath the same roof, upon the morning on which my sketch begins (the
ever memorable Fourteenth of February, 1850,) they were to all
appearance scarcely better acquainted than upon the day of Ida’s
introduction to Mr. Hasting’s dwelling. Bending daily, as they had done,
over the same studies, they had never sought one another’s sympathy; and
when they left school, it could scarcely be expected that the bond of
union would be more closely cemented. Mutually calculated though they
were to become warm-hearted friends, beyond the common civilities of
life, no intercourse had subsisted between them. Ida never jested with
Florence, or strove to provoke a smile by the thousand little witcheries
that she sometimes practiced upon others—not excepting her stately
uncle and aunt, and at intervals even in this case with success.
Florence often wished that she had but possessed a sister like Ida; her
heart throbbed with a deep, irrepressible yearning whenever that little,
soft hand by chance touched hers; but she had learned too perfectly the
art of keeping her feelings in check to betray them now, even “by
faintest flutter of a pulse, by lightest change of cheek, or eyelid’s
fall.”
As I have said, Florence was but just recovering from a lengthened and
dangerous illness, from the effects of which she was still weak. During
that illness she had been constantly attended by Mrs. Hastings; and
while deeply grateful for her care, she had, though unobserved, moments
of irritability when the immobile features of her aunt were an absolute
annoyance. And it was enhanced by the striking contrast of Ida’s bright
face, who daily paid a ceremonious visit to the sick-room—Ida, who was
never cold to any one but her! Then she would wish that Ida Hamilton
would not come near her at all—she was never so wretched as after the
reception of her unconscious visiter; and yet when Ida delayed her
coming an hour later than usual, she was restless and uneasy! And these
spells of feverish excitability greatly retarded her recovery. It was
the return of one of them upon the present occasion, by which the tears
that filled her eyes may be explained.
Among the various manuscripts lying upon the little table before her,
and bearing the signature of Florence Hastings, was the following,
characteristic of her present emotions, and upon the surface of which
the ink was still moist. She had evidently penned it but a few seconds
previously.
This world is fair, with sunshine and with flowers,
That fragrance to its happy wanderers bring;
And while with listless step I roam life’s bowers,
Fain would I pluck the blossoms where they spring;
Ah! must I check the wish and pass them by—
Must sunless ever be _my_ spirit’s sky?
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