Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXVII, No. 6, December 1850Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXVII, No. 6, December 1850
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
He fell asleep with his hand in hers, and she sat beside him motionless
as a statue, the big tears falling over her face the while. She knew how
much she had at stake, she knew by what a mere thread that precious life
was hung, but she nerved herself to restrain her wretchedness, to keep
silent her torturing fears, and tried to hope. Poor Minnie! throwing
herself upon her knees she entreated her forgiveness for the pain she
had caused—the tempest of grief her fault had raised. Kate gently put
her head against her breast.
“My poor Minnie! my darling! who could refuse your forgiveness? God
knows you are suffering sufficiently now—but oh! if _he_ should die!”
Her composure gave way out of her husband’s presence, and her convulsive
sobs seemed too much for her strength. They gathered around her
frightened and weeping, beseeching her to cease, lest her cries reached
Paul himself. A composing draught at length relieved her, and this was
her last indulgence of her sorrow while a prey to such anguish as in
vain assailed her. From that day her fortitude never forsook her, and
neither loss of sleep or appetite were able to affect her. Minnie shared
her vigils—both were mere shadows of their former selves, both watching
with pale faces and sunken eyes the patient sufferer. Minnie left the
room only when Harry Selby’s watch came round. She had not seen him
since the fatal evening, nor mentioned his name after writing him when
the meeting took place. It was a touching letter, and Harry bowed his
head over it with a burst of manly grief. It ran thus:
“I write to say that you are free—you cannot but wish it, after
what has passed. You cannot but hate one so apparently void of
all feeling—so wickedly frivolous. Forgive me for the pain I
cause you, God knows I am in need of pity! Should the worst
happen, I will be guilty of my brother’s blood, a thought that
maddens me. Farewell, I will always pray for your happiness.
“MINNIE DE LA CROIX.”
And she drooped day by day, with a weight of iron on her soul. Her
sister’s sorrow—Paul’s suffering, and the separation from her young
heart’s treasure were cankers, to eat away its hopes, and wither its
freshness. Her father, too—how much he had changed, how gray he had
become! How sad her sisters were, how gravely Kenneth spoke! The thought
of their now deserted home, of its once happy aspect. She thought of its
cheerful, merry-hearted inmates, and the light voices that were now so
low and sad. She remembered her mother and the last blessing, the prayer
that they might be forever united—she remembered the dead infant and
Kate’s return—poor Kate! that she should be the only sufferer! Gladly
would she have laid down her now darkened life for her sister—gladly
would she have sunk into the tomb, to hide her bursting, breaking heart!
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