Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXVII, No. 6, December 1850Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXVII, No. 6, December 1850
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
That night and the following day, there were many who sought admittance
to the parlors of Rosalie Sherwood; they would lay the homage of their
trifling hearts at her feet. But all these sought in vain—and why was
this? Because such admiring tribute was not what the noble woman sought,
and because, ere she had risen in the morning, a letter written in the
solitude of night, was handed her, which barred and bolted her door
against the curious world.
“Rosalie! Rosalie! look back through the ten years that are gone, I am
answering your letter of long ago, with words—I have a thousand times
answered them in my heart, till the thoughts which have been crowded
there filled it almost to breaking. We have met, met at last, you and I.
But, did you call that a triumph, when you stood in God’s house, and saw
them lay their consecrating hands upon me? Heaven forgive me, I was
thinking of _you_ then—and thinking too, that if this honor was in any
way to be thought a reward, the needful part of it was wanting—you were
not there! Yet, you _were_ there, you have written me—ah, but not
_Rosalie my wife_, the woman I loved better than _all_ on earth, the
_acknowledged_ woman, whose memory I had borne about with me till it was
a needful part of my existence. You were by when the people came to see
me consecrated:—and I obeyed _your_ call, I saw you, when the people
anointed you with the tears of their admiration and praise. If you read
my heart at all that day, you knew how I had suffered, that I had grown
old in the sorrow; was I mistaken to-night, in the thought that you too
were not unmindful of the past—that you were not _satisfied_ with the
popular applause? that you also, have been lonely, and wept and
sorrowed?
“There is but one barrier now in the wide world that shall interpose
between us, Rosalie—your own will. If I was ever anything to you, I
beseech you think calmly before you answer, and do not let your
‘triumph’ to-night, blind you to the fact, which you once
recognized—which can make us happy _yet_.—I trust you as in our
younger days; nothing, nothing but your own words, could convince me
that you are not worthy to take the highest place among the ladies of
this land:—give me only your heart—and let the remembrance that I have
been faithful to you through all the past, plead for me, if your pride
should rise up to condemn me. Let me come and plead _with_ you, for I
know not what I write.”
The answer returned to this letter was as follows:
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