Grandmother: The Story of a Life That Never Was LivedRichards, Laura Elizabeth Howe
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Grandmother: The Story of a Life That Never Was Lived
Richards, Laura Elizabeth Howe
Families -- Fiction; May-December romances -- Fiction; Villages -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
NEXT day her hair was quite white, as if it had been snowed on in the
night. But she was herself again, and went quietly about the house,
doing all that had to be done, and waiting on Rachel, who lay moaning
and crying in her darkened room, exhausted after a night of hysterical
passion. Grandmother brought the breakfast tray, and bathed her face
and hands and brushed her hair, in silence; she seemed unconscious of
her sobs and tears.
“I think you might say something, Grandmother!” Rachel whimpered.
“It’s dreadful enough, without your going about looking like a stone
image. It isn’t your baby that—oh, dear! and just as I was getting so
fond of her. She was just getting to the interesting age. Oh, it’s too
awful; isn’t it, Grandmother?”
Grandmother did not heed her, but went on brushing the heavy black hair
mechanically.
“I know you were fond of her,” said Rachel, “and I sha’n’t say a word
about your keeping her away from me so much. But of course you can’t
pretend to feel what I do, Grandmother. You’ve never had a child, you
don’t know what a mother feels. You’ve never had anything to feel,
really, all your life. Oh, dear! oh, dear! and Manuel takes it so hard;
I’m sure I don’t know what is going to become of us. Grandmother, if
you are going to be like a wooden stick, I wish you’d go away and send
Manuel to me.”
Grandmother went without a word. At the door she met the kind old
minister, the same who christened Baby Faith—ah, how long ago? She
led him aside to the hall window, and with one hand on his arm pointed
upward with the other.
“He let it happen. He sent the little life, and then let it be crushed
out like the life of a fly or a worm. Why?”
Her eyes looked through and through him, but the wise old eyes looked
back steadily and kindly.
“Daughter,” he said. “His great laws are not made to be broken. When
we transgress them, it is ourselves we break, against their divine and
unchangeable order.”
Grandmother’s head dropped on her bosom. “I see!” she said.
She stood there quietly for awhile after he had gone in to see Rachel;
then she went to find Manuel.
Manuel was sitting in the kitchen, his head in his hands, staring
moodily before him. He looked up as Grandmother came in, looked at her
with haggard eyes, then dropped his head again.
“Go away!” he said hoarsely. “Go away, you white thing! What have you
to do with murderers?”
“I never saw one,” said Grandmother simply. “Poor Manuel, come out into
the garden. It isn’t good for you to sit here and brood.”
“One place is as good as another,” said Manuel. “Leave me alone in the
hell we have made, she and I.”
Grandmother did not speak for a time; then she said, “Manuel, God’s
will must be done in hell as much as anywhere else.”
“God!” said Manuel; and he laughed, an ugly laugh. “Do you still
believe in God after yesterday?”
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