Gray youth: The story of a very modern courtship and a very modern marriageOnions, Oliver
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Gray youth: The story of a very modern courtship and a very modern marriage
Onions, Oliver
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- Social and moral questions -- Fiction
The moment she asked herself whether she dared she did dare. Not
to have dared would to have been to be inferior to those great and
splendid and reckless ones who had turned their eyes on their lovers
and had whispered, "Antony--Louis--I am here!" If she courted less
danger than she knew, her daring remained the same. And the room itself
backed her up. So many doctrines were enunciated in that studio, the
burden of one and all of which was "Why not?" The atmosphere was
charged with permissions ... perhaps for him too. He was at the door
now. It was only the turning of a key....
Amory's low-thrilled voice called his name across the studio.
"Edgar----"
But he had thought no less quickly than she. He had turned. Shrewdly
he guessed that she meant nothing; so much the better--damn it!
There was something female about Edgar Strong; he knew more about
some things than a young man ought to know; and in an instant he had
found the "line" he meant to take. It was the "line" of honour rooted
in dishonour--the "line" of Cosimo his friend--the "line" of black
treachery to the hand that fed him with muffins and anchovy paste--or,
failing these, the all-or-nothing "line."... But on the whole he would
a little rather go straight than not....
Nor did he hesitate. Amory had turned on the sofa. "Edgar!" she had
called softly again. He swung round. The savagery of his reply--there
seemed to Amory to be no other word to describe it--almost frightened
her.
"Do you know what you're doing?" he broke out. "Haven't you done enough
already? What do you suppose I'm made of?"
The moment he had said it he saw that he had made no mistake. It would
not be necessary to go the length of turning the key. He glared at her
for a moment; then he spoke again, less savagely, but no less curtly.
"You called me back to say something," he said. "What is it?"
Instinctively Amory had covered her face with her hands. It was
fearfully sweet and dangerous. Flattery could hardly have gone further
than that tortured cry, "What do you think I'm made of?" Her heart was
thumping--thump, thump, thump, thump. A lesser woman would have taken
refuge in evasions, but not she--not she, with Cosimo carrying on with
Britomart, and Dorothy Tasker no doubt whispering to her Otis or Wilbur
or whatever her American's name might be, and Stan perhaps deep in
an intrigue with his Spanish female at that very moment. No, she had
provoked him, and he had now every right to cry, not "Have you read
'_The Tragic Comedians_'?" but "Do you know what you're doing?"... And
he was speaking again now.
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