"Green Balls" : The Adventures of a Night-BomberBewsher, Paul
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"Green Balls" : The Adventures of a Night-Bomber
Bewsher, Paul
World War, 1914-1918 -- Aerial operations
I leant forward and hit the French observer on the back. When he turned
I asked him what luck we had had. He was encouraging, and said that the
bombs had gone right across the lights of the factory. Below us now
still burst the barrage of shells, whilst one or two stray ones burst
near the machine. From the direction of Briey a strong searchlight swept
across the sky and hesitated near us, and began to wave its cruel arm in
restless search in front of the nose of the machine. As it drew nearer
and nearer my hand tugged the pilot's sleeve a little, with a hint to
turn. He looked down at me and smiled, and carried on. I knew that he
felt no fear, and was less nervous than I was. Little did I guess when I
watched, like a frightened rabbit pursued by a slow hypnotising snake,
that one searchlight moving in the pool of the night skies above Briey,
how I should, later on, steer the machine through a forest of moving
beams over Bruges or Ghent. That solitary searchlight was bad enough,
and was full of the evil cunning which makes searchlights a greater
dread to the night airman than shell fire. To be searched for by
searchlights is ever more demoralising. It is as though you stood in
the corner of a dark room and an evil being with long arms came nearer
and nearer, sweeping those arms across the velvety darkness, and you
knew that there would come a time when they would touch you, and
then....
Past Metz we flew onwards, and the city could no longer be seen. It lay
in darkness, for our bombs had been dropped. Its lights had served to
keep it safe. Now, lest it should be used as a guide, the city had died
like a vision of the brain, and where had lain that filigree of
sparkling diamonds was the unlit gloom.
The shell fire died away and stopped. The white beam of Briey moved
vainly across the sky, darting in one swift swoop across a quarter of
the heavens, and then hanging hungrily in some suspected corner before
it moved onwards again.
I felt supremely confident and at home. I felt I could "dance all
night." I felt that for hours I could go soaring onwards over the
country of the enemy with this triumphant sense of power. Fear had left
me. I was not conscious of being in the air. I sat solidly and at ease
on my little padded seat beside the pilot, whose arm I had
affectionately taken. I peeled the scarlet paper and the silvery
wrappings from the bars of chocolate, and pushed a fragment into his
unresisting mouth. We were three or four miles from the lines, but from
the danger point of view we were as good as across them. I stuck a
photograph behind one of the dials in the cockpit, and it kept on
falling on to the floor so that I had to replace it. I fished out three
or four mascots from my pocket, and stood them up inside the machine. I
began to sing loudly. It was a mild reaction after the strain, which I
had not been conscious of, but which had nevertheless been there.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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