Grey Wethers: A Romantic NovelSackville-West, V. (Victoria)
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Grey Wethers: A Romantic Novel
Sackville-West, V. (Victoria)
Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Romance fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
“But I don’t like idleness, Richard; no use pretending I do; you should
not have married some one so restless as I.” His hands were upon her
shoulders; she wanted to shake them off.
“Did the poacher ...” began Calladine.
“Ah, leave Lovel alone,” she cried; “what impels you to speak of him
this morning? Leave him alone, with his wife and his baby; they can
very well look after themselves without any interest from us.”
“But, Clare, Mrs. Quince was speaking of them; it’s only natural that
my thoughts should continue to run in that direction; and even you
yourself....”
“You’re fascinated by the subject of Lovel,” she said, whirling
round on him, “now, aren’t you? own to it. You always bring him in:
the Downs, the circus, and now his baby,--everything’s an excuse
for bringing in Lovel. And why? Is it because he took me out of the
circus-tent that night? is it because I rode with him? why not speak
out what’s at the back of your mind?”
“But, Clare, Clare! why so fierce and challenging suddenly? there’s
nothing at the back of my mind.” (“There is,” she thought, “and you too
great a coward to face it out.”) “Come now, don’t let us quarrel and we
won’t speak of Lovel if it offends you,--will that satisfy you?”
“It’s of no importance whether we speak of a man in the village or
not,” she said, turning away and hunching her shoulders.
They went back to sit by the fire, a bulk of hostility unspoken
between them. Calladine felt peevish; his indolent, graceful, vaguely
amorous morning had been spoilt; and spoilt by what? by the presence
of Lovel. “You’ve never yet shaken off that lean rogue,” he broke
out once, sudden and querulous after a spell of silence. They both
sat staring into the fire, separate as they could be. They had not
previously spoken of Lovel, not directly, not insistently; only to
range round him with that nagging, niggling hesitation that seemed to
pull at Calladine. But now his presence blocked every other road of
conversation; he got in the way, he was near, he could not be got rid
of. Almost, he was in the room.
Calladine looked at Clare; fair and slight, delicate even, but so
unafraid. A touch, and she was instantly up and all-daring. She kindled
at a spark. What was it that she and Lovel had in common? the same
apparent frailty of body, the same flame of spirit,--Calladine had all
the lyricism to clothe his perceptions with words. He had apprehended
Lovel; on the rare occasion when he had seen him, he had apprehended
him fully, to his own disquietude. And he apprehended Clare and
their resemblance, with pain and resentment. They were two fine and
vulnerable things, he thought; vulnerable and brave. But he thought it
with only half of his brain, the lyrical, romantic half; with the other
half he was peevish and irritated.
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