Grey Wethers: A Romantic NovelSackville-West, V. (Victoria)
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Grey Wethers: A Romantic Novel
Sackville-West, V. (Victoria)
Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Romance fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
The danger of Olver,--what if he should see Calladine? What if he
should irrupt into the room and shout irreparable words before she had
time to stop him? The danger of Olver,--what had he said to Lovel?
what to Lovel’s wife? But Calladine and Lovel’s wife alike remained
insignificant; she and Lovel were the two full of meaning, shut up with
the wild, charging Olver in their core of silence.
Vaguely somewhere, she was sorry for Calladine, but he was
insignificant; she could not pause to consider him; where she and Lovel
came together, he faded into that poor wisp drained of blood, that he
had dwindled to on the evening of the circus fire, when she and Lovel
had stood together on the embankment. They shed him; he slipped off,
and only his noise reached them intermittently, scarcely troublesome.
Daisy herself was less unreal than Calladine; Daisy knew suffering too,
Clare supposed; in a clumsy, common way she knew it; blundering, but
human; yes, she could be sorry for the other woman.
But they must be sacrificed, the two, Calladine and Daisy, if matters
came to a head; sacrificed to the blazing reality of herself and Lovel.
Would Olver come again? Would he leave her alone now? Would he give her
a chance to forget the words he had spoken? some of them remained, rang
in her head, brassy, like beaten gongs; fell on her like big sparks
from an anvil, burning. It had been a strange experience, to hear Olver
voice the passion that had upreared itself, always mute, in Lovel.
Olver came again. He came like an avenging angel, inspired, the crazed
creature, by the urgency of his message. Like a reproachful angel he
came to rebuke her, grotesquely disguised in his scarecrow travesty;
the beauty of his selflessness shone through the ramshackle of his
appearance. She scarcely knew whether to find him pathetic or alarming;
she wanted to pity, she could only be disturbed; he disturbed her to
the darkest places of her soul. The fixity of his idea, the strength
of his purpose, his devotion, his anger, raised his simplicity to the
plane of nobleness. She could not answer him; she was abashed before
him.
She was afraid of him, his image pursued her, his upraised hand
denouncing her, his eyes and tongue pouring scorn upon her. At moments
he seemed like fate itself, like a thing she could not escape from.
She never knew at what hour of the day he would come, so all day,
sometimes for two or three days on end, she waited, dreading and
longing for his coming. She could have refused to see him, but had not
the strength; but when she must crush Calladine’s protests, then she
had strength in plenty.
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