Grey Wethers: A Romantic NovelSackville-West, V. (Victoria)
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Grey Wethers: A Romantic Novel
Sackville-West, V. (Victoria)
Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Romance fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
Olver seemed to know these things; he had an untutored insight.
Calladine seemed to know them too, but that was less surprising; with
his subtle, lyrical mind he might well be expected to apprehend, and
apprehending, to drape in wordiness; to give a name; to illuminate
blind impulse by giving a name. Poor Calladine; she watched him,
detached, as he rambled from discovery to definition, tormenting
himself by the beauty of his own phrasing. At moments he viewed them,
herself and Lovel, as a spectator, losing himself in the romanticism he
wove around them; recalled to the fact that it was his own wife of whom
he spoke, he relapsed into the gloom and terror of his pain. For he
lived in terror, impotent terror. And Clare watched him, living herself
in her hours with Olver and in her consciousness of Lovel.
There was the little round mirror she had given to Olver. He always
brought it with him; he told her, chuckling, and tapping its bright
surface with his finger, that he could see her in it even when she was
not present. She did not believe this, but still she half believed it.
“Look into it now,” he said, thrusting it under her eyes, “and you
will see Nicholas.” She shrank back, afraid; he could not persuade her
to look into it, he could not even deride her into looking into it.
“You don’t believe me, yet you won’t look,” he said, “but if you don’t
believe me, why then won’t you look?” He was for ever daring her to
look into it, to find the image of Nicholas. She would not; she did not
believe in the magical properties of the mirror, yet nothing would
induce her to glance into its queer convexity. “I watched the circus in
this, the night Nicholas took you out of the tent,” he said, and she
wondered whether he knew how bound to Lovel she had felt herself that
night; “I watched Nicholas’ wedding in this; I looked in this at him
and Daisy sitting in the kitchen. Look into it now,” he said, offering
it to her again: “maybe you’ll see Daisy nursing her baby; maybe you’ll
see Nicholas twisting snares; maybe you’ll see him riding up on White
Horse Hill, alone, in the snow.”
“Do you remember what I told you once?” he said to her another time,
“that Nicholas could bring you out to him, even at midnight, if he gave
his mind to it?”
She wondered how long this strange period would last; she was not even
impatient; the core of peace and silence within her lay so certain, so
quiet, that she dwelt already as it were serene in the fulfilment of
herself and Lovel.
Calladine came to her door to find it locked against him. He shook the
handle. “Clare! it is I.” A wild winter night; the wind blew along the
passage, lifting the loose matting on the floor, the gas-jet on the
stair flickered and below the well of the staircase was dark. “Clare!”
said Calladine again, shaking the handle.
Her voice within answered him, faint, shut away.
“Yes, I am here; I am in bed.”
She was there! the house contained her at least; she had not fled.
“Let me come in, Clare.”
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