Grit LawlessYoung, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
Philosophy
Grit Lawless
Young, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
Africa -- Fiction
"Zoe! my dear! my dear!" he cried, his face close to hers. "All these
years without you! ... How have I borne it? I have been a wanderer on
the face of the earth,--a rudderless ship that has drifted with the
current, that has had no helm to answer to, no one on the look-out. I
wonder that I didn't go aground a dozen times. I should have got
aground if there had not been the flame of my love for you alight in my
heart to show me the danger places when I came to them. You have been
my guiding star throughout the years. I never thought that we should
meet, much less come together again; but I've always borne your
goodness, your purity, in mind as things that counted, that kept a man
from breaking himself on the reckless impulses of his own selfishness.
I've been a limited, carnal-minded cad. But whatever brief passion has
possessed me, I have never loved anyone but you. Zoe, I hate myself
when I think of the past. I want to get away and hide myself--from
you."
"Don't think of it," she said soothingly. "We've done with all that."
He looked at her wonderingly.
"What made you follow me out here?" he asked. "What brought you to this
place, believing what you believed of me? ... It puzzles me to
understand."
She put out her other hand and laid it upon his shoulder and pushed him
gently but firmly back upon the pillow.
"Why trouble about understanding?" she asked. "I don't understand
myself. It was just love drew me." She spoke lower. "Whatever you
have done, whatever you have been, I have never ceased to love you."
He turned his face aside weakly. There were tears in his eyes. He
endeavoured unsuccessfully to hide them from her. She put her arms
about him, and gathered the shrunken, suffering figure to her bosom.
Then she laid her head beside his on the pillow and drew his face close
to hers...
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