Growing Up: A Story of the Girlhood of Judith MackenzieConklin, Nathaniel, Mrs.
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Growing Up: A Story of the Girlhood of Judith Mackenzie
Conklin, Nathaniel, Mrs.
Christian life -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; Girls -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
A German, in the swamp, had told him to come to him for a home and
work, if he ever wanted to leave his place; work he must, and a
home—the woman’s face came between him and the German, his heart began
to beat very fast, he wondered why his heart beat so fast sometimes,
and he took his life in his hands, and started on a run for the road
over the hill, where was the only thing in the world that seemed like
love, although of love he had never had one thought. Then he began to
walk slowly again; he had decided there was no need of hurrying, there
was no need of doing anything—he had never been given a reason for
doing anything excepting that one or the other of the old men with
whom he had lived all his remembered life bade him do it. He had done
things because he was told; he did not know why, excepting that
because he was told.
If he were being told now to run away, he did not know; he had never
thought that he might tell himself to do things. Not for a moment did
he believe that the two old men would take the trouble to look for
him, or to wish him back; every day, one, or both, said to each other
or to him that he was not worth his salt, and would never amount to
anything; they must be glad he was gone. But the cows. They would be
sorry, especially Beauty; one of the old men would milk her to-night,
but they would not pat her and talk to her, and ask her if she were
glad she was a cow and not a boy, and was worth her salt, and all her
feed beside; she had no friend but him, and she would look around for
him with her big eyes; again he stood hesitating—Beauty wanted him—his
tears fell fast; but he must go on, he wanted something better than
Beauty.
So he went on down the hill, past the pretty parsonage and the
church—wondering, if he had no place to sleep, if he might sleep in
the church; then past the school-house, with its large play-ground,
and turned by the liberty-pole, and walked very slowly along the
street until he reached the blacksmith’s shop, and there, in the
doorway of the small house, stood the woman looking for him.
“Why, Joe, what are you doing here at milking time?” she asked in a
brisk tone, as the boy stopped before the gate.
“I’m done milking for them two old men,” he said, in a voice he tried
hard to make brave. “Chris and Sam don’t want me any longer; I’m
gittin’ out.” And then, big boy as he was, feeling lost in a strange
world, he began to cry.
“There! there! Sonny,” soothed the voice, changing from its briskness
into sympathy, as the woman stepped down the three steps; “Come and
eat supper with me; I know what I’ll do with you. I’m glad you
happened to come along this way.”
Pushing open the gate, she laid her hand on his arm and drew him into
the house by his soiled and ragged sleeve.
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