_Miss Gryll._ But how was it, that, having so many admirers as you must
have had, you still remained single?
_Miss Ilex._ Because I had fixed my heart on one who was not like any
one else. If he had been one of a class, such as most persons in this
world are, I might have replaced the first idea by another; but his soul
was like a star, and dwelt apart.
....Indi va mansueto alia donzella,
Con umile sembiante e gesto umano:
Come intorno al padrone il can saltella,
Che sia due giorni o tre stato lontano.
Bajardo ancora avea memoria d' ella,
Che in Albracca il servia già di sua mano.
--Orlando Furioso, c. i. s. 75.
_Miss Gryll._ A very erratic star, apparently. A comet, rather.
_Miss Ilex._ No, For the qualities which he loved and admired in the
object of his temporary affection existed more in his imagination than
in her. She was only the framework of the picture of his fancy. He
was true to his idea, though not to the exterior semblance on which
he appended it, and to or from which he so readily transferred it.
Unhappily for myself, he was more of a reality to me than I was to him.
_Miss Gryll._ His marriage could scarcely have been a happy one. Did you
ever meet him again?
_Miss Ilex._ Not of late years, but for a time occasionally in general
society, which he very sparingly entered. Our intercourse was friendly;
but he never knew, never imagined, how well I loved him, nor even,
perhaps, that I had loved him at all. I had kept my secret only too well.
He retained his wandering habits, disappearing from time to time, but
always returning home, I believe he had no cause to complain of his
wife. Yet I cannot help thinking that I could have fixed him and kept
him at home. Your case is in many respects similar to mine; but the
rivalry to me was in a wandering fancy: to you it is in fixed domestic
affections. Still, you were in as much danger as I was of being the
victim of an idea and a punctilio: and you have taken the only course to
save you from it. I regret that I gave in to the punctilio: but I
would not part with the idea. I find a charm in the recollection far
preferable to
The waveless calm, the slumber of the dead which weighs on
the minds of those who have never loved, or never earnestly.
CHAPTER XXVIII
ARISTOPHANES IN LONDON
Non duco contentionis funern, dum constet inter nos, quod
fere totus mundus exerceat histrioniam.--Petronius Arbiter.
I do not draw the rope of contention,{1} while it is agreed
amongst us, that almost the whole world practises acting.
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