"Don't suppose I've been listening, Tom, because I heard your last
words," said a voice behind them--that of Mr. Wither. "I haven't been
watching you, but I have been watching for an opportunity of telling
you that Stopper is keeping far too sharp a lookout on you to mean you
any good by it. I beg your pardon, Miss Boxall," he resumed, taking off
his hat. "I fear I have been rude; but, as I say, I was anxious to tell
Mr. Worboise to be cautious. I don't see why a fellow should get into a
scrape for want of a hint."
The manner with which Wither spoke to her made poor Lucy feel
that there was not merely something unfitting, but something even
disreputable, in the way her relation to Thomas was kept up. She grew
as pale as death, rose, and turned to the side of the vessel, and drew
her veil nervously over her face.
"It's no business of mine, of course, Tom. But what I tell you is true.
Though if you take my advice," said Wither, and here he dropped his
voice to a whisper, "this connection is quite as fit a one to cut as
the last; and the sooner you do it the better, for it'll make a devil
of a row with old Boxall. You ought to think of the girl, you know.
Your own governor's your own lookout. There's none of it any business
of mine, you know."
He turned with a nod and went aft; for the steamer was just drawing in
to the Hungerford pier, where he had to go ashore.
For a few minutes not a word passed between Thomas and Lucy. A sudden
cloud had fallen upon them. They must not go on this way, but what
other way were they to take? They stood side by side, looking into the
water, Thomas humiliated and Lucy disgraced. There was no comfort to
be got out of that rushing blackness, and the mud banks grew wider and
wider.
Lucy was the first to speak, for she was far more capable than Tom.
"We must go ashore at the next pier," she said.
"Very well," said Tom, as if he had been stunned into sullenness. "If
you want to get rid of me because of what that fellow said--"
"Oh, Tom!" said Lucy, and burst out crying.
"Well, what _do_ you want, Lucy?"
"We _must_ part, Tom," sobbed Lucy.
"Nonsense!" said Tom, nearly crying himself, for a great, painful lump
had risen in his throat.
"We can love each other all the same," said Lucy, still sobbing; "only
you must not come to see me any more--that is--I do not mean--never any
more at all--but till you have told them--all about it. I don't mean
now, but some time, you know. When will you be of age, Tom?"
"Oh, that makes no difference. As long's I'm dependent, it's all the
same. I wish I was my own master. I should soon let them see I didn't
care what they said."
Silence again followed, during which Lucy tried in vain to stop her
tears by wiping them away. A wretched feeling awoke in her that Thomas
was not manly, could not resolve--or rather, could not help her when
she would do the right thing. She would have borne anything rather than
that. It put her heart in a vise.
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