The boat stopped at the Westminster pier. They went on shore. The sun
was down, and the fresh breeze that blew, while it pleasantly cooled
the hot faces that moved westward from their day's work, made Lucy
almost shiver with cold. For loss had laid hold of her heart. They
walked up Parliament Street. Thomas felt that he must say something,
but what he should say he could not think. He always thought what he
should say--never what he should do.
"Lucy, dear," he said at last, "we won't make up our minds to-night.
Wait till I see you next. I shall have time to think about it before
then. I will be a match for that sneaking rascal, Stopper, yet."
Lucy felt inclined to say that to sneak was no way to give sneaking its
own. But she said neither that nor anything else.
They got into an omnibus at Charing Cross, and returned--deafened,
stupefied, and despondent--into the city. They parted at Lucy's door,
and Thomas went home, already much later than usual.
What should he do? He resolved upon nothing, and did the worst thing he
could have done. He lied.
"You are very late to-night, Thomas," said his mother. "Have you been
all this time with Mr. Moloch?"
"Yes, mother," answered Thomas.
And when he was in bed he comforted himself by saying there was no such
person as Mr. Moloch.
When Lucy went to bed, she prayed to God in sobs and cries of pain.
Hitherto she had believed in Thomas without a question crossing the
disk of her faith; but now she had begun to doubt, and the very fact
that she could doubt was enough to make her miserable, even if there
had been no ground for the doubt. My readers must remember that no one
had attempted to let her into the secrets of his character as I have
done with them. His beautiful face, pleasant manners, self-confidence,
and, above all, her love, had blinded her to his faults. For, although
I do not in the least believe that Love is blind, yet I must confess
that, like kittens and some other animals, he has his blindness nine
days or more, as it may be, from his birth. But once she had begun
to suspect, she found ground for suspicion enough. She had never
known grief before--not even when her mother died--for death has not
anything despicable, and Thomas had.
What Charles Wither had told Thomas was true enough. Mr. Stopper was
after him. Ever since that dinner-party at Mr. Boxall's he had hated
him, and bided his time.
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